The other day I was thinking about drinking a smoothie. I know, highly exciting. Anyways, I was thinking a year ago at this time I was drinking smoothies almost everyday and I was single. I was just coming off an affair in which I nearly broke up a marriage. Well for all I know, I may have. In two weeks, I would send a message to the woman who I would marry a little over six months later.
We met online and we both agree we shared an instant connection. I know, it sounds cliche, yet it's real. So with almost a year of being together, I can safely say this is the happiest I've been in my whole life. Excluding the day my son was born, but I'd say this is the longest sustained happiness I've ever felt.
So the other day I was also thinking about how I'd never have sex with another woman ever again. Or I'd ever feel the kiss of another woman or have that crush that you get when you first meet someone you like. In past relationships, while I never cheated. I definitely wasn't there 100%. I was always very curious. I even had moments where emotionally I started to slip. Not just in the long term, but very early on. I also was always wondering about past lovers. I've never wondered about past lovers with my wife. I'm not discounting my relationships with them, but I don't have the what ifs. I don't wonder what they are doing or if they are thinking of me.
My wife is on the site with me. I'm an older member with a new account and she started hers over the summer. I've known she's attractive and beautiful from the first moment I saw her. She doesn't always believe me or actually she believes that I believe that but not anyone else. So she's started posting pictures of herself on here. She's been getting a lot of attention from guys on here. Multiple private messages, comments on her posts, and on her pictures. I can't lie, I love it. I love the fact that these men are telling her how hot she is, and she's with me. Sometimes it does get frustrating. The other day she was getting several messages and the night before a guy was trying to move in on her. She cut him off when he started asking if I was a "guy like him". I'm not exactly quoting him there, but that's the gist of it. I'm not worried about her or other men on here or anywhere. She knows where to draw the line and I trust her that she won't let anyone get to her.
What I'm trying to say is no matter what at the end of the day or night, we have each other. I'm coming home to her and she's coming home to me. We are so happy together and we feel so blessed that we have found each other. The past is in the past and no others really matter as we have each other.
We met online and we both agree we shared an instant connection. I know, it sounds cliche, yet it's real. So with almost a year of being together, I can safely say this is the happiest I've been in my whole life. Excluding the day my son was born, but I'd say this is the longest sustained happiness I've ever felt.
So the other day I was also thinking about how I'd never have sex with another woman ever again. Or I'd ever feel the kiss of another woman or have that crush that you get when you first meet someone you like. In past relationships, while I never cheated. I definitely wasn't there 100%. I was always very curious. I even had moments where emotionally I started to slip. Not just in the long term, but very early on. I also was always wondering about past lovers. I've never wondered about past lovers with my wife. I'm not discounting my relationships with them, but I don't have the what ifs. I don't wonder what they are doing or if they are thinking of me.
My wife is on the site with me. I'm an older member with a new account and she started hers over the summer. I've known she's attractive and beautiful from the first moment I saw her. She doesn't always believe me or actually she believes that I believe that but not anyone else. So she's started posting pictures of herself on here. She's been getting a lot of attention from guys on here. Multiple private messages, comments on her posts, and on her pictures. I can't lie, I love it. I love the fact that these men are telling her how hot she is, and she's with me. Sometimes it does get frustrating. The other day she was getting several messages and the night before a guy was trying to move in on her. She cut him off when he started asking if I was a "guy like him". I'm not exactly quoting him there, but that's the gist of it. I'm not worried about her or other men on here or anywhere. She knows where to draw the line and I trust her that she won't let anyone get to her.
What I'm trying to say is no matter what at the end of the day or night, we have each other. I'm coming home to her and she's coming home to me. We are so happy together and we feel so blessed that we have found each other. The past is in the past and no others really matter as we have each other.
alilland17:
you are amazing. it's weird reading this since i could have written pretty much the exact same thing about you. i not only come home to you....but i love coming home to you. i always will. plus the daily sex thing is incredible. i love you husband. happiest i've ever been as well!