i had to dot my i's and cross my t's today. all of the program partner reps were on the sales floor today. i had been shadowed and monitored by the corp office in NY all damn day. i made zero sales. if things keep going on the same course i'm going to fuckin' flip!!! the amex marketing team was ok, i mean they were cool. i just need so much cash just to maintain a normal fuckin' life!! sometimes having so many responsibilities can be overwhelming. i felt like i did backflips all day long and got nothing out of it.once again, i have to say, "IT SUCKS NOT TO HAVE FREAKIN' MONEY"!!!!!!!you can call me superficial,but when your not living with mom and dad, having a few pennies comes in handy. 