jediscum

have a horrible habit putting myself down. Have bad self esteem. growing up getting picked on how I looked effected me growing up, and having self harm problems didnt help either. Now I can say I'm slowing starting to except myself, and teaching to love my self no matter what, no more negative thoughts, self harming myself, or letting peoples judgements get to me . I love suicide girls and hopefuls cause reguardless what people think they're still proud to be who they are. So hopefully soon and with the couragement and support with my only friend, my boyfriend . I'll have the ability to finally come threw with a shoot to finnaly be a suicide hopeful. lol finger cross I stay this positive.