Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.
pkd.
pkd.
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i stopped smoking, accidentally. its weird. i smoked almost a pack a day. ive been smoking for ten years. ive been smoking longer than ive known how to drive. longer than ive been having sex. then i just stopped, on wednesday.
it will be a week soon.
this is so weird. i didn't do it on purpose. i just kinda stopped. i didnt feel well...
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it will be a week soon.
this is so weird. i didn't do it on purpose. i just kinda stopped. i didnt feel well...
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cineman:
Good for you, accident or not! I hope it sticks. I am a very light social smoker myself - as in, I buy a pack of Sherman MCDs and it lasts me a month, including giving half of them away to curious friends - but not smoking at all would be better.
And thanks re: your comments on my finishing the film. I, too, have a drawer full of abandoned projects - many rightly so, some unfortunately - so I can relate to your friend also, but this film was designed to spearhead a big career change for me, so there was no way I was not going to finish it. And many of those unfinished projects get a new life as I revisit them over time. As a matter of fact, I have recently dusted off two of them and am working on presenting them as part of an overall body of work, so there's still hope for your friend.
But I really understand the frustration of giving so much to a project that someone doesn't finish, too; I have worked with numerous friends over the years and seen some great concepts wither and die and it's highly irritating. I wish them luck.
And thanks re: your comments on my finishing the film. I, too, have a drawer full of abandoned projects - many rightly so, some unfortunately - so I can relate to your friend also, but this film was designed to spearhead a big career change for me, so there was no way I was not going to finish it. And many of those unfinished projects get a new life as I revisit them over time. As a matter of fact, I have recently dusted off two of them and am working on presenting them as part of an overall body of work, so there's still hope for your friend.
But I really understand the frustration of giving so much to a project that someone doesn't finish, too; I have worked with numerous friends over the years and seen some great concepts wither and die and it's highly irritating. I wish them luck.
crushjunkie:
This entry should be a smokers anonymous motivational speech.
i'm back, bitches.
how you been?
how you been?
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pumpkineater:
welcome back, kiddo.
wyatt:
If lostarchitect likes you, you're in. So what kind of bike are you going to get?
And you need to escape NYC and come up for a ride in the CT hills. We're only an hour and a half from anywhere in Manhattan, and really close to Marcus Dairy.
And you need to escape NYC and come up for a ride in the CT hills. We're only an hour and a half from anywhere in Manhattan, and really close to Marcus Dairy.
i haven't seen a movie in so long. is anything good out?
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skatercross:
Best Movie I've seen in awhile!
[Edited on Feb 17, 2005 5:28PM]
[Edited on Feb 17, 2005 5:28PM]
click_here:
nothing good. I have be sucked into netflix, so I stay home and watch movies in my own theater 
soooo...
its cold in nyc. i'm going to CA for a bit of the old ultra-violence.
see you when i see you.
its cold in nyc. i'm going to CA for a bit of the old ultra-violence.
see you when i see you.
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johnnydelicious:
Can't blame you. On either your comment or journey.
archidork:
Thanks.
you know who you are,
if this is how you found me i am asking nicely for you to stop snooping around in my shit and be a grown up.
okay maybe not that nicely.
if this is how you found me i am asking nicely for you to stop snooping around in my shit and be a grown up.
okay maybe not that nicely.
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xgenehawk:
I thought I'll introduce myself as avoid being called a snooper .. there, now you know I was here and now I'm gone to checking more of this site
nickzut:
Thanks for editing me i know i cannot spell. 4 years of college and they could not teach me that
everybody's coming back to take stock of their lives. You know what i say? leave your livestock alone.
ps-my interview with "new york cool" magazine:
heh heh.
ps-my interview with "new york cool" magazine:
heh heh.
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crushjunkie:
I will not!! Betsy likes it when I do that to her...
cineman:
Thank you!
i'm going to california for the holidays, which is kinda sad because i secretly wanted to have my first solo xmas this year. nonetheless, home will be good and i can spend the entire day cooking and eating:
1.cornish game hens with apple cranberry gorgonzola stuffing.
2. asparagus in garlic
3. mashed potatoes
4.honey maple glazed ham
5. pecan and apple pie
i lost all...
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1.cornish game hens with apple cranberry gorgonzola stuffing.
2. asparagus in garlic
3. mashed potatoes
4.honey maple glazed ham
5. pecan and apple pie
i lost all...
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crushjunkie:
12 hours - use it well.
M. C. and a H. N. Y.
- cj -
M. C. and a H. N. Y.
- cj -
october:
happy christmas, beautiful 
things are going by pretty fast these days. i'm ok.
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ampersandwich:
Good
Y~!
Y~!
lostarchitect:
it's 4:50 a.m., and i'm going to bed.. just wanted to say goodnight, rabbit.
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pumpkineater:
ruh roh.
crushjunkie:
Is everything ok?
you'll say "did they love you or what?"
i'll say "they love what i do.
the only one who really loves me is you."
Its been a long week and most everything in my life has changed. sorry i was absent for awhile. i think i did more in the past two weeks than most people i know do in an enitire year. it feels...
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i'll say "they love what i do.
the only one who really loves me is you."
Its been a long week and most everything in my life has changed. sorry i was absent for awhile. i think i did more in the past two weeks than most people i know do in an enitire year. it feels...
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fenchurch:
Haha yeah...I definitely didn't harbor any unrealistic expectations when I came here, but I know what you mean. I pictured more or less the Bennington that I got. Bob makes me unbelievably uneasy. He is slowly but surely trying to infuse Bennington policy with restrictions based on his much more conservative views. He claims he accepted the job at Bennington because he "liked the student body, and wanted to get to know them," yet at every open meeting he has held, as well as personal meetings with me and others I've talked to, he exudes a subtle complete disdain for us. I wish you could meet him, something about the man is just utterly repulsive. His eyes glaze over when he talks to you. It's like he's come here, he knows how he wants things to be, and he's going about changing them as quickly as possible.
Also: he's already had paintings removed from the up-cafe because they were obscene. There was an outcry, and they were replaced, but it's that type of mentality that terrifies me. My biggest fear is that this "philosophy of life" will outline new definitions of what is considered obscene or graphic (since this issue came up with the ordered removal of the porn tree) and that these definitions will be extended to students' artwork. That would be the beginning of the end, in my mind. I hope that through all of this publicity, myself and the other students who are involved/being interviewed can try to make it clear that nudity is not the issue. I'm really irked at the press so far for focusing on that and nothing else. Myself and another student who wasn't even quoted in the Reuters article both spent over an hour being interviewed by this woman on the phone, but as you can see, she was painfully selective in her writing. Argh.
Also: he's already had paintings removed from the up-cafe because they were obscene. There was an outcry, and they were replaced, but it's that type of mentality that terrifies me. My biggest fear is that this "philosophy of life" will outline new definitions of what is considered obscene or graphic (since this issue came up with the ordered removal of the porn tree) and that these definitions will be extended to students' artwork. That would be the beginning of the end, in my mind. I hope that through all of this publicity, myself and the other students who are involved/being interviewed can try to make it clear that nudity is not the issue. I'm really irked at the press so far for focusing on that and nothing else. Myself and another student who wasn't even quoted in the Reuters article both spent over an hour being interviewed by this woman on the phone, but as you can see, she was painfully selective in her writing. Argh.
lostarchitect:
uh. i have no idea what you posted and then removed.. so..
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lostarchitect:
congrats on opening night, sweets!
crushjunkie:
Thank you very much. I'll need all the luck I can get.
*goes out to buy rabbit's foot*
*goes out to buy rabbit's foot*
And oh, I almost forgot: thank you.