This past week, I've learned how to smile again...
It's scary. I'd forgotten what happiness felt like. Or what it felt like to not cry myself to sleep every night, or to actually have something (or someone) to look forward to...
Scary stuff.
Anyway.. I've decided to make more friends on here so don't be surprised when I start posting random comments on all your blogs.![shocked](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/shocked.4f86e9f2d588.gif)
So far, I've made like less than twenty friends here. Partly cause I'm shy![blush](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/blush.c659b594cdb0.gif)
But the people I do speak to regularly are SO nice!!![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
Anyway, that's all I wanted to share. I wanted to tell you all that I'm happy.
SuicideGirls is changing my life, one day at a time...
(Yes yes, you know who you are)
Love you all!! Mwa!!![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
It's scary. I'd forgotten what happiness felt like. Or what it felt like to not cry myself to sleep every night, or to actually have something (or someone) to look forward to...
Scary stuff.
Anyway.. I've decided to make more friends on here so don't be surprised when I start posting random comments on all your blogs.
![shocked](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/shocked.4f86e9f2d588.gif)
So far, I've made like less than twenty friends here. Partly cause I'm shy
![blush](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/blush.c659b594cdb0.gif)
But the people I do speak to regularly are SO nice!!
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
Anyway, that's all I wanted to share. I wanted to tell you all that I'm happy.
SuicideGirls is changing my life, one day at a time...
(Yes yes, you know who you are)
Love you all!! Mwa!!
![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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Im pretty shy too. Its funny cause its mostly in person where Im shy not so much on the interweb...Im a lil more open.