I wasn’t serious when I said I had setup my email account to send your messages to my spam folder where they would then be trashed and automatically deleted. I just said that so I’d never receive a response to my response to your response to my response.
Things are better.
I’m no longer bitter about what happened between us, and I finally let go of the grudge against the entire situation.
After my last script, I was so emotionally drained that the “color” of my creative spark changed. Now where there was an emotional pain in my heart, there is only sadness.
The twine is coming undone, but I’m not going to hold on to any of the threads. I’m letting you fall away while I continue to move forward.
My fire is my own now and no longer shared with the memory of you.
However, the memory of you will always exist within me, but that isn’t a bad thing.
- Jaclyn