jcrabapple

still pretty sad. but i got some more feelings out in the open the other night. she understands. she's there for me now. it's going to get better.

the world isn't perfect. people aren't perfect. love isn't perfect. if we can't make it work, then what have we really got?

today was like 85% good. i think tomorrow will be even better.

i wish i could spend every second of every day with her. but i am so proud of her for doing so well at her job. i know she is so happy. and that makes me happy. i love her more than life itself.

things are looking up. at least i think so.

today was much better. talking is good. very good. things are looking up.

the time away from her goes by too slowly. the time with her goes by too quickly. i need her now more than ever.

things are slowly getting better. still weird. but better.

things are really weird right now. weird and sad. i can't talk about it. but it's unbelievably sad.

i would kill to live 10 minutes from everywhere i need to be. of course then i probly wouldn't get to listen to nearly as much music as i do. but i'd save a hell of a lot of money in gas.

work is going ok tho. it's getting more fun as the managers are getting to know each other better. i like my job....
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i just don't feel like making a sensible journal entry so here is some random shit.

i wish i could win the lottery so i would never have to work another day in my life.

we have a kitten and she is a lot of work but fucking cute as hell.

i miss seeing my dog everyday.

i can't wait to get a place with...
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hey everyone! i know i haven't updated this in a while and i'm very sorry. not like i have much exciting stuff to say anyway. but i hope everyone is doing super. i am doing well back in MD. it's great to be back. i'm happier than i've been in a long time. kara and i are doing great. merkat will be back in a...
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