i want to update but i don't really know what to say. i think i'm still improving. i still have bad moods and bad days. i still have doubts, mostly in my ability to be what she needs. hopefully the problem will be fixed soon. i've been trying really hard not to worry about the future and what may or may not happen. but it's hard when you are so consumed by love for someone. i really want to be with her for the rest of my life.
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Monday May 09, 2005
still pretty sad. but i got some more feelings out in the open the ot… -
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Thursday May 05, 2005
today was like 85% good. i think tomorrow will be even better. -
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Wednesday May 04, 2005
i wish i could spend every second of every day with her. but i am so … -
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Tuesday May 03, 2005
today was much better. talking is good. very good. things are looking… -
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Monday May 02, 2005
the time away from her goes by too slowly. the time with her goes by … -
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Saturday Apr 30, 2005
things are slowly getting better. still weird. but better. -
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Wednesday Apr 27, 2005
things are really weird right now. weird and sad. i can't talk about … -
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Saturday Apr 23, 2005
i would kill to live 10 minutes from everywhere i need to be. of cour… -
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Friday Apr 15, 2005
i just don't feel like making a sensible journal entry so here is som… -
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Wednesday Mar 30, 2005
hey everyone! i know i haven't updated this in a while and i'm very s…
That's how I live. It's less stressful.