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Ugh.

Today is being a bit rough on me.

I realize as I write something like that it can come off as me looking for a pity party, but that is not the case. I'm just feeling a bit blue I guess. I work from my home studio, but my interactions with people are very limited. I have to actually go to Starbucks or a book store for some human interaction. To make matters worst I am an extrovert, so the lack of people around is completely draining.

I could use some people around.

To top it off, I have been listening to one of my all time favorite bands "The Swell Season" and although the music is stellar, the lyrics are so melancholy. I'm in the pits emotionally while loving the music I'm playing.

Ya - ugh.
Catch 22 for sure.

Here's the song that's killing me right now -





Use the truth as a weapon to beat up all your friends
Every chink in the armor and excuse to cause offense

And the boys in the hallyway calling out your name
And true love will find them in the end

You were restless
I was somewhere less secure
So I went running to the road

And so now there's
A long list of place I was
I quit my rambling and came home

Cause maybe I was born to hold you in these arms
Maybe I was born to hold you in these arms

Use your saints and you mantra
And your things that keep you calm
If you stay with that asshole
He's gonna do you harm

There's a voice singing loudly
On the radio just for you
And good fortune
Will find him in the end

Cause maybe I was born to hold you in these arms
Maybe I was born to hold you in these arms



Yeah - so I'm gonna go be miserable and alone today... lol

If you're feeling adventurous and want to sojourn to Chicago, stop by. The first drink is on me...