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I got the job.
Cried the whole way home from Nashville today.
Dropping that boy off at work and knowing I won't see him for awhile while I'm in California is what triggered it.
I'm going to assume it was more the heat, the headache I had, the fact that I felt sick from not sleeping and drinking too much coffee and how tired I was that were really to blame for the emotional explosion.
Hugging the boy goodbye was just the straw that broke the camels back.

My head is pounding and I feel like I'm gonna throw up.


I had a dream last night that I stabbed and killed somebody.
It was terrifying.