jburhite

This weekend was interesting and fun. I went home to Cedar Rapids to see a girl I know. Shes a friend from highschool and a girl that I had a major crush on for a long time. I still am very attracted to her.
Michelle called me up a bit ago, seeing if wanted to go to some volleyball game with her thinking I still lived in town. Anyhow I decided to go home and we made plans to hang out. She works late and so when she got off work we met at a bar. We had a couple drinks, but the bar was closing soon, so we grabbed so beer at a gas station and headed back to her place to hang out some more. We went back and talked for a long time. Next thing we knew it was 4:30 in te morning and her mom needed a ride to work. After some musical cars since we left her car at the bar, we got her car to her moms work so she could come home and then we went back to her place. She made us sandwiches and we ate them with cherry tomatoes. It was great. I always love talking to her. We spent a long time purusing through psych. text books looking up differnet disorders and seeing what they say about alcaholsim, festishes, OCD, and all the other various problems in our lives. It was very late for us, so we shared a cigarette and went to bed. I really like her a lot and I wanted to have sex with her, but I couldn't muster enough courage to make any moves. I'm very shy when it comes to girls. So we just slept and spooned, it was still very nice.
Ugh, this entry is not going the way I want, but I don't have the energy to rewrite it. theres plenty more if anyone cares.
We were supposed to meet again, but there was some miscommunication and I never caught up with her. I got questioned by some police for loitering in a park by my house after hours.
I left her flowers at her house, I hope she got them.
I losing energy by the second, I'm tired. I suck.