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Thursday Jul 29, 2004

Jul 29, 2004
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Hmm, work work work. Where does my money go? I dont know.
I got 3 phone messages from a girl friend I havn't seen in a long time tonight. I had called her a bit ago, but this is the first I've heard from her in a while. I don't know the details, but I think she may be single now. Last I knew she was dating some dusche but hopefully her inviting me out, and what sounded like we would be alone, is a good sign. I used to have the biggest crush on this girl in high school, but we never dated. I am very weird in that I maintain crushes, more like total fixations, on girls for very very long periods of time without any sort of relationship development. I thought pretty much solely about this girl for nearly 3 years without ever dating once. I was, and am still to a degree, very shy, insecure, and low self esteem. Asking girls out scares the hell out of me. That and initiating anything physical nearly causese panic attacks in me. My heart races and I get all nervous and sweatty, but its not a good way. Back to my story though. The year after highschool her and another friend of mine got an apartment and we had some fun times then. I made out with her one time at her apartment, but thats as much as we've ever done. I still have a thing for her. She's cute, funny, smart, and very caring, a little spacy sometimes, but so am I. If she calls me back and it sounds like we could spend some time, I'm willing to drive the hour and fourty five minutes back home to see her, besides, laundry needs done and the washer and dryer at mom's is free. Anyhow, I'm gonna give my dad a phone call tomorrow. I promised I'd call more if he quit, although he kept saying "slow down" which sounds like he doesn't intend on totally quitting.
fyrestarter:
so how was the date with the old flame??? wink or is it still a flame for you. i think you should have more confidence in yourself....you never know, she could have been harboring the same feelings for you all this time!

...and i personally feel that spacy is a quality. especially since i am a big space-kadett myself!

good luck with your dad.

take care miao!!
Aug 2, 2004
fyrestarter:
hey there. it doesn't sound like a bad night to me! some women prefer gentlemen, you could always play it off that way! wink instead of feeling bad for not making a move, ya know?
oh..and if she wants you to cup a breast while spooning her... i would say she is definitely interested!

so what did she think about the flowers?
Aug 3, 2004

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