You are not scare. You are not nervous. Your palms are not a bit sweaty. And that's a good thing. Your freezing. It's close to freezing outside and your hands would likely be ice if they perspired. but then again maybe his heat would melt them. You're melting. Right now. Right here. close to him. Your frozen breathe might as well spell out "I want you" as it leaves your lips. His back to you now unlocking the door to his apartment he can't see the school girl mooshy look in your eyes. Is it written on your face you think. Do your eyes betray you. upon turning around will he read you're openness like a book. Speaking of open with that thought the door swings open. Warm air hits your face and a pleasant smell enters your nose. "It doesn't smell like a guy's place", you think. What is it, candles, incense, one of those new thingies that plugs into the wall? "What the hell just get inside and get warm you think". As he opens the door he looks over his shoulder and smiles and says,"Got it. It sticks sometimes in the cold". He ushers you inside and you rub your hands trying to get warm. He places your hands over yours and rubs them. despite enduring the same cold you did his hands are toasty warm. You lean your cheek over on his warm hands and with no delay he wraps his arms around you. His embrace warms you. You feel at home. He rubs your back trying to increase your circulation. You melt into his chest an ice woman unthawing. You let out a satisfying gasp. Time stops for an instant. You take in the smells, the sounds, the feelings. Your head pressed against his chest you hear clearly the beating of his heart thru his coat. Your hand now on his chest feels his muscles. Your nose thoroughly opened by the cold smells everything. His scent, a whisp of cologne, the pleasant aroma of the apartment. The sound and feel of his hand ever more slowly rubbing your back. You focus in on the rubbing sensation of his hand slowly rubbing and warming your back. You feel like a child and a woman at the same time. You are a stranger in this place, in his arms but you feel at home. With the warmth of the apartment and his body blood circulates more freely thru your body. Your hands are no longer cold. Your feet feel no nip. Even your nose no longer feels like ice. Strangely you feel warm all over. From the inside out. Is it the Christmas Season, is it the heat from the apartment, is it this new man, is it, is it , is it..... you mind wanders. Is it. What the hell is it. And now what should happens happens. He starts to utter something. You don't know what. Floating now though feet firm on the ground your toasty ears hear nothing. As it should be your mind is switched off. Before the words breech his lips you thrust your visage towards his. Your lips just moments ago cracked and cold are now bursting with warmth. Your swollen lips meet his and press deeply into one another. Your bodies close before now seem as one. You feel the warmth of his mouth. You taste him. You smell him. Random words and thoughts strike your cortex, home, lust , love, desire, OMG!!!!!Your senses collide. Nuerotransmitters fire, chemicals are released, you are quite literally high. You are unaware. The first time. You will never forget the first kiss. Merry Christmas you think . OMG you want to be naughty
