i just booked my flghts to the UK and got my VISA, so why am I freaking out.....
I should be happy right. I know it is going to be hard but it will be fun won't it?
Why am I so deathly afraid of failing! even after I have thrown myself head first down this hole full knowing where I am going to land....
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I should be happy right. I know it is going to be hard but it will be fun won't it?
Why am I so deathly afraid of failing! even after I have thrown myself head first down this hole full knowing where I am going to land....
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freudianslip:
how are you doing? when is the big move?
rascuache_:
thanks ^.^
Today I recieved confirmation that my UK visa has been approved. I have been wating for this for such a long time and the one time that I wasn't searching for it it popped up, right there in my inbox! Isn't it amazing that when you stop looking or asking for something it just happens. Maybe the universe doesn't respond well to nagging and begging....
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freudianslip:
they are exquisite 
, let me know how you like them.
, let me know how you like them.
i_am_ghost:
Hahaha oh my god.. that's pretty hilarious, if not.. what's the word I'm looking for.. scary. Scary will do. Scary that you vomited blood.
I was the skinniest person there. And I saw a glimpse in to my future. It was not good. In the future I'm disgusting and large and cough with my mouth open and snort phlegm in a "restaurant". One lady had her meal and also brought some sandwiches from home.
Congrats on the visa. I once entered the green card lottery because my American girlfriend got deported. Then she turned out to be a whore and got married.. so I didn't need it anymore. But every few months they would call me asking me if I wanted to increase my chances. I should've just gone ahead with it because it was paid for on her mother's credit card.
Suspenders in KFC = hot. Now I want more chicken.
I was the skinniest person there. And I saw a glimpse in to my future. It was not good. In the future I'm disgusting and large and cough with my mouth open and snort phlegm in a "restaurant". One lady had her meal and also brought some sandwiches from home.
Congrats on the visa. I once entered the green card lottery because my American girlfriend got deported. Then she turned out to be a whore and got married.. so I didn't need it anymore. But every few months they would call me asking me if I wanted to increase my chances. I should've just gone ahead with it because it was paid for on her mother's credit card.
Suspenders in KFC = hot. Now I want more chicken.
Everyone seems to be going through such hard times or are quite ill. Makes me feel like my "nothing" day that made me so happy should not be documented. Do you ever feel that when the people closest to you are sad that you get angry at yourself if you feel or want to feel happy. It is like how we often try not move...
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urielquinn:
Yay for you and your fun times.
I'm gld you are enjoying yourself.
I'm gld you are enjoying yourself.
freudianslip:
I'm not so bad off. Things are going amicably. What made me smile today?The perfect gin martini. A pleasant conversation and some very welll written words. It's all good.
It's all good. I am sitting here with the need in my belly to type my heart out, but as I sit here and think back over my day I draw a blank to what I actually did today. I feel like I have never lived this day. I must have auto piloted through it. Doesnt sound like a great start to the new year does it. Especially...
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lysie:
thankyou for your message. much appreciated.
im trying to stay strong but its realy hard
today was so fuking bad.
im trying to stay strong but its realy hard
today was so fuking bad.
i_am_ghost:
And oddly.. so did David Spade in that show he's in.. whatever it's called.
Doesn't exactly compare to JD though. Spade is a little weasel.
Doesn't exactly compare to JD though. Spade is a little weasel.
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caseman:
you are gorgeous.
jazabelle:
these arent attempts at sets, just play
jazabelle:
my troops halloween performance
wickedsensei:
Luv this =)
jazabelle:
shoot for friends article
As the new year approaches and a new beginning is seen just over the horizon I can't stop and wonder about everything that has happened this year. Don't they say that in the end your mind goes back to the beginning. Well that is exactly where my mind took me as I ran round the barwon river today working off the christmas lunch still sitting...
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elizadoolittle:
Thankyou Jaz
turboxian:
Sexy
dirtydoctor:
gorgeous
and christmas flies past with such a fuss and you realise that you haven't posted for such a long time and you start creating stories in the shower about spiders.
I hope we all ate mountains of food, swallowed lots of christmas punch and played in delight with our new toys. but most importantly shared the day with people we love! The one person I...
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I hope we all ate mountains of food, swallowed lots of christmas punch and played in delight with our new toys. but most importantly shared the day with people we love! The one person I...
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toffee:
Hi there
urielquinn:
Good to hear 
I have never felt so lonely before. and that has such a massive effect on the way i live day to day. Yes it also has a good effect by inspiring me to create and look inward for that spark of life, but at the same time I have no one to feed off except myself. and as someone that has always relied on the...
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jazabelle:
well at least i have one fan then 
no i will deffinately be writing more now. It does feel good to put your thoughts out into cyber space as a release of the soul and not for any bragging purposes
no i will deffinately be writing more now. It does feel good to put your thoughts out into cyber space as a release of the soul and not for any bragging purposes 
animul:
to an extent i feel your pain, i never really went too far but when i came back to reality things were some much different and everyday is the same old boring crap. it really becomes a nasty cycle that doesnt seem to end. i am constently in search of something new but in my views i think i need to do something radical to make the dullness go away, if you ever need anything contact me i think we have a simalarity or two, plus i would love to hear more about your travels
In my last post I left my quote of the moment linger and it has only stirred me on to make this become a reality. to put into place what I can control, and here i go with quotes again but as the wonderful shakespeare said "be great in act as you have been in thought" so that is what I have decided to do....
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