I am nothing, you are wind and water and wine? ...
an in joke from a dear friend who i have not seen in such a long time. those of you that know of the song 'unworthy of your love' from assassins, you will know the last word in the line is sky, not wine. and even though the friend thought wine was the real...
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an in joke from a dear friend who i have not seen in such a long time. those of you that know of the song 'unworthy of your love' from assassins, you will know the last word in the line is sky, not wine. and even though the friend thought wine was the real...
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I love how we constantly convince ourselves that the things we do are for us, that it is indeed what we want and nobodies opinions have anything to do with the final dicision we make. How deluded are we?
I joined suicide girls for all the wrong reasons. and although I love so much about it, in the end I realise I did not do...
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I joined suicide girls for all the wrong reasons. and although I love so much about it, in the end I realise I did not do...
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little_mac:
That's awesome stuff: You see a million blogs on here every day of people who fit the "alternative" bill, yet are constantly unhappy. Trying to be something you're not doesn't make you alternative at all!
Good on you shiela (in case you were missing the lingo), you rock.
Good on you shiela (in case you were missing the lingo), you rock.
doctor853748:
I don't think you need to have pink hair to be an SG, nor tattoos.
You just have to be yourself, and hopefully that is not some boring standard porn chick.
SG is (or should be) about pinups. About girls that you actually see in the streets.
I'm afraid SG is maybe sliding a bit. More of those 'perfect' bodies, less of what it used to be...
You are fine, and it's great to see you found out what you didn't want to be.
More people should be contently happy, hope you get to keep it like that.
And brunette is better anyway
You just have to be yourself, and hopefully that is not some boring standard porn chick.
SG is (or should be) about pinups. About girls that you actually see in the streets.
I'm afraid SG is maybe sliding a bit. More of those 'perfect' bodies, less of what it used to be...
You are fine, and it's great to see you found out what you didn't want to be.
More people should be contently happy, hope you get to keep it like that.
And brunette is better anyway
today i bought a george foreman grill! for the boys, i also bought an iron and a whole bunch of special k products. i am indeed slowly turning into a house wife. housewife by day, stripper by night. one extreme to the next it seems.
So I have been dancing for about a month now and can see how it can become addictive. the money...
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So I have been dancing for about a month now and can see how it can become addictive. the money...
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ddrshaolin:
Aww that's a really lovely end to the blog - I imagine so many guys would find being in a relationship with someone who does what you do very difficult to accept. You've obviously got yourself a good one there!
leytonstone:
You've got a really positive attitude, that great. I like your honest opinion of the job. I know how tough it can be on the girls... when I worked in Turkey as an English Teacher, one of my jobs was to teach some of the Russian girls who worked in the local clubs english. I think they just enjoyed me wittering on about eastenders on BBC World.
Three cheers to your man for being supportive...
Three cheers to your man for being supportive...
cant talk for long
busy week
strange hours
got the job
have no sleep pattern
when all settles more talk
so sleepy
talk later
love all
busy week
strange hours
got the job
have no sleep pattern
when all settles more talk
so sleepy
talk later
love all
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rascuache_:
congratulations you will be a very sexy professional at your job! 
love ya
love ya
discosleaze:
congrats on the job x
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little_mac:
Wow! Thanks hon. Why no photos with the thick rims on? I know it'd float my boat!
zebrawhiskey:
Really good pictures! How are you finding the UK?
I am going to check out a strip club tomorrow to see if I would be up to the challenge of working there. I have never danced in a strip club before but have always wanted to. As I am looking for work and I was talking to a friend about how it had been on my mind, he set me up with a club...
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discosleaze:
ahh cool you live over here! *high five* how you finding it? how comes you moved over here?
the weather is shit here!
the weather is shit here!
mudder4x4z71:
hi u are very cute 
wanna be friends
wanna be friendsIt took 6 hours in the melbourne airport followed by one 9 hour flight to thaliand with a three hour stopover followed by another 13hour flight to arrive at heathrow airport. then I travelled from the airport to kingscross station to wait another 4 hours until my three hour train ride to newcastle. But I have arrived and so far my adventures consist of the...
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rascuache_:
I totally used to do that when I was younger (except it was with a walkman I miss those times..)
I miss those times..)
rascuache_:
definately 
you should totally become one though
you should totally become one though I had the notion in my head that revealing your weaknesses, your failure as a complete human being was infact a weakness all of it's own. Why would showing the world what you deem to be wrong about yourself be anything but weak and cause embarassment and lack of respect by others. But what it took me so long to show for fear of such...
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discosleaze:
youre cute x
gmonay:
Do your thing. The first line caught me off guard, just at that moment I was thinking how I hesitate socially - synchronicity perhaps. We all do it, but it's so much better when I'm going through life without hesitation or (worse) calculation.
I want to confess it all to you, all the little hidden bits. the bits I haven't been able to say. The bits that i pretend that I am not lying to you by not telling you. And I am finally admitting I have a problem, that's right, yes I have a problem. I understand now. I am bulemic! It is just so hard to...
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tahliana:
Oh hun I wish there was something I could say, but your the only one to help yourself get better. Learn to love your body, dont give a shit what anyone else is thinking, and remember that true happiness does exist.
About the europe thing.// hm well i loved spain, romania, norway... i did it in a campervan so had the choice to sleep wherever i wanted, and eat well everywhere because i made my own meals. I recommend that totally, its awsome When do you leave?
About the europe thing.// hm well i loved spain, romania, norway... i did it in a campervan so had the choice to sleep wherever i wanted, and eat well everywhere because i made my own meals. I recommend that totally, its awsome
When do you leave?Today I was scared!
I know that I have been scared in the past, but most of the time it is for life changing reasons, which is some what understandable. Today I was scared for the most bizarre reason. I was scared to go to a dance class. So I didn't...
It was something that I was looking forward too aswell. The chance to do...
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I know that I have been scared in the past, but most of the time it is for life changing reasons, which is some what understandable. Today I was scared for the most bizarre reason. I was scared to go to a dance class. So I didn't...
It was something that I was looking forward too aswell. The chance to do...
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i_am_ghost:
The only girls that like me are strippers and whores.. like literally.. basically just strong, over-powering women who can squash this little guy.
I love popping pimples that aren't on my face. Because popping the ones on my face have given me quite a lot of scarring.
I had an excuse not to iron my work clothes yesterday - no electricity in all of North Queensland for 2 hours
The reaction is the best part.. in my opinion. You're crazy.
I meant to comment on bruising. I don't bruise easily at all. Which makes it really hard to get sympathy for my injuries. I fucking love being fussed over.
I make a lot of lists too, come to think of it. I have one sticky-noted on my desktop that is a list of what bills I should pay with each week.
Tears of blood.. that is a little scary.
Today a mosquito was biting me while I was writing a text and I didn't know. I knew there was a pain there but I was busy. Then when I went to scratch it I ended up squashing the mosquito.
And I really enjoyed reading your answers.
I think I'll try and chicken out on getting my lip pierced.. So I think I have to not be a chicken about that.
I love popping pimples that aren't on my face. Because popping the ones on my face have given me quite a lot of scarring.
I had an excuse not to iron my work clothes yesterday - no electricity in all of North Queensland for 2 hours
The reaction is the best part.. in my opinion. You're crazy.
I meant to comment on bruising. I don't bruise easily at all. Which makes it really hard to get sympathy for my injuries. I fucking love being fussed over.
I make a lot of lists too, come to think of it. I have one sticky-noted on my desktop that is a list of what bills I should pay with each week.
Tears of blood.. that is a little scary.
Today a mosquito was biting me while I was writing a text and I didn't know. I knew there was a pain there but I was busy. Then when I went to scratch it I ended up squashing the mosquito.
And I really enjoyed reading your answers.
I think I'll try and chicken out on getting my lip pierced.. So I think I have to not be a chicken about that.
zebrawhiskey:
Heya thanks for the add What kinda dance class was it?
What kinda dance class was it?For someone that thrives off the company of others and believes that being alone in any situation (yes my friend jessie even comes into the toilet as i pee) is the worst thing in the world, I managed to spend an interesting day today basically on my own.
todays events consisted of Waking up next to Bree, one of my closest friends. We travelled around...
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todays events consisted of Waking up next to Bree, one of my closest friends. We travelled around...
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freudianslip:
tell me about the sand..... seriously. I support it, but am curious....
i_am_ghost:
There is indeed. Except he died..
I think they're bringing him back in the second movie. I can't fucking wait.
I think they're bringing him back in the second movie. I can't fucking wait.
well after about three jars of peanut butter, a sook to my sister and a few close friends, kind words from everyone here and an assesment of self I have finally recovered from my momentual freak out. sorry guys.
It must be us theatre people that keep the drama queen role alive.
I am starting to get quite excited about moving as I sit here...
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It must be us theatre people that keep the drama queen role alive.
I am starting to get quite excited about moving as I sit here...
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i_am_ghost:
I think I'll be OK if I go home. Before I moved out I was basically living independently at my parents' house anyway - upstairs was the family, downstairs was me. I'd save some money but would still have to pay some board.. but I wouldn't have to cook my own meals as often!
PS. Questions are answered
PS. Questions are answered
urielquinn:
I thought I saw you in town the other day, but I think I may have just imagined it.
I have to get ready for the drunken partying: Melbourne Cup is Tuesday week. For someone who loves horses and gambling (but not drinking whilst doing them), I will feel old again, looking down at the blokes spewing in the gardens, the women with stilletos over shoulder, bottle of cheap wine in the other.
I'm back into the party animal swing of things: you just need to start out with a place that has music you like, people you like, and people of the opposite sex that are nice to look at
Grouse
Bloody Beuwdy
Moll
Bogan
Tinny
Snags
Barry Crocker
Shagger
Spewin'