jayye

ive been out of it lately
like, on another planet. i cant really explain it. im just... in a mood.
im sure its partially due to me reading "i hate you dont leave me" again. its like someone dissected me and wrote it all down. its just unrealistically accurate. beyond fathomable.
watched "girl, interrupted" with ben last night. just having a little borderline party with myself i guess. i really missed seeing him though, its cool we can hang out again.
allen texted me and is thinking about making a visit. weird. good i guess, but questionable.

oh
david just texted me
yay

my mood just shifted and now im all giggly
oh man im such a nerd

he does crazy things to me