jayye

man... i hate the feeling of being anxious. i had a great night, and a great morning, and sunday was just fine... but now im in that waiting period.... and its driving me crazy! im trying not to be a nutbar, but i cant help it. i think it will turn out just the way i want it to, more or les, but still. these next few hours-days are the worst. the ball is completely in his court... i hate that! i hate not being in control! but in the end it all works out better that way.

paul reveres was kick ass. i found my new favorite drink - whiskey sour. i had three. plus i had shots before we went, and a midouri sour. then john and i split a double jack and coke at the bar, and dave bought me me a shot and we both cheered to a "red headed slut" lol. oh the irony. it was funny as hell though. hes such a cutie.

tonight we're going to crunchy's. not my favorite bar, and not my favorite people, but it should still be fun. i'll drink, john will be there with me, maybe he will bring his wife, and maybe, just maybe, dave will tag along. but i shouldnt get ahead of myself!

i have three days off cause the bastards cut my hours again. so in the day time i am going to look for a THIRD job, and in the night time, i have many plans to get drunk and screw. sounds good to me!

peace<3