jayhell

I haven't blogged in a while, I guess in a way it's like praying. I only have a need to do it when things are going shit. Well maybe not shit, just hectic. As I said before, I'm getting married in Feb and I'm leaving the country in March. It just seems like there is too little time to get everything done. Today I got lost and stuck in traffic at the same time, It sucks when you know your going the wrong way, but there is nothing you can do about it. It also seems that I am out of work end of this month, I was bargaining on working till end of Feb, now I got two months I got to figure out how I'm gonna make ends meet. Well but all and all I can't complain, I want to but there is no point at this stage. For so long I have been stuck in the same old rut, now that things are drastically changing I'm a bit scared. Well thats an understatement, I'm shit scared. hard to admit but true.