jayhell

I'm here for the blog. Really I need my little anonymous spot where I can bitch and muon about stuff. Yea I guess I could do the same on my face book or something, but it's so much nicer to do it here, where I know people might take an interest. And of course getting insight into other peoples lives. The thing is, it's a lonely world out there and it's freak'n huge. Every one around me is so damn normal, and even though I kinda fake normality I find myself lonely in the most crowded places. There is a deeper, darker me, one that isn't always optimistic and happy. I try I really do, and I believe everyone else does as well. But here I can dwell endlessly making contact with those like me and those who are nothing alike. It's not about the titties (though their awesome, lets be honest) its about a freedom that I just can't describe just yet. I know I have been here before and I missed it. For a long time I thought was it really worth anything, but then I woke up this morning and thought: ah, thats whats missing in my life, a little bit of suicide girls! I missing waking up and reading what people are up to and hoping they read mine. I missed the groups and the boards(I still need to get into that again). I missed the comments all over but most of all I missed the people, this gotta be the website on the internet with the least asshole to cool people ratio. Cause we all got that one thing in common; Freedom to express ourselves in a, well a suicide kinda way.

Good Night to all my new friends....