My life isn't horrible. But it's fair to say it's gotten...Chaotic since October.
Life doesn't give me lemons...It squirts lemon juice into my eyes.
Example: I got denied PCSing to a new base in the states, all 6 of them
I can't put in for England until clearance review is done (So not leaving in September)
AND to top it all off the reduced our awards from this deployments (not going to bother to explain this, just know it's embarrassing and insulting I am barely getting anything out of the deployment award wise)
And to top it off I got passed over for really amazing jobs due to possible base transfer, so now stuck in a job made for someone of MUCH less experience.
It's not that I am depressed or blue, it's just past 12 years I have bled my life for the military, and I feel disillusioned as of late, and unsatisfied with job, which for me my career is all I have and all I am good at. I don't have really good family ties, no relationship, no super strong friendships. This career, is all that I have for myself to make my own, so it's a shot in the nuts when it beats me down with things outside my control.
3 deployments... Almost 6 years on this base this time around...Too much history, and baggage here and all I want to do is leave. True fresh start.
But that said, do what I always do and keep on trucking... That's really all that's going on
My father also forgot that my birthday is July 16th, not June 16th. He called me around the 28th of June to wish me happy belated birthday. Equally awkward for both of us.
Anyone play Diablo 3?
Remember as always, anal is the new missionary.
Life doesn't give me lemons...It squirts lemon juice into my eyes.
Example: I got denied PCSing to a new base in the states, all 6 of them
I can't put in for England until clearance review is done (So not leaving in September)
AND to top it all off the reduced our awards from this deployments (not going to bother to explain this, just know it's embarrassing and insulting I am barely getting anything out of the deployment award wise)
And to top it off I got passed over for really amazing jobs due to possible base transfer, so now stuck in a job made for someone of MUCH less experience.
It's not that I am depressed or blue, it's just past 12 years I have bled my life for the military, and I feel disillusioned as of late, and unsatisfied with job, which for me my career is all I have and all I am good at. I don't have really good family ties, no relationship, no super strong friendships. This career, is all that I have for myself to make my own, so it's a shot in the nuts when it beats me down with things outside my control.
3 deployments... Almost 6 years on this base this time around...Too much history, and baggage here and all I want to do is leave. True fresh start.
But that said, do what I always do and keep on trucking... That's really all that's going on
My father also forgot that my birthday is July 16th, not June 16th. He called me around the 28th of June to wish me happy belated birthday. Equally awkward for both of us.
Anyone play Diablo 3?
Remember as always, anal is the new missionary.