jay81

To try and fail preoccupies the subconsiousof my mind so that I feel I may never attempt anything unless I get over it. Its strange because the Paradox presents itself as to how I can simultainiously want to do, to learn, to achive, to amass, to impress, and to express all the while knowing that thats all glamor. I want to be happy. I want to not regreat but to not do ALL the things that I want to do is an enevitable eventuallity. Above all serinity is a treasure, an essential key to true happiness, duely a killer of ambition, another avenue wich would inturn lead to happiness. When I think about it I always come back to me saying that happiness is a choice and to stop thinking about it and just be happy.