jawyoga

sorry it's been a while since last update.
and sorry to everyone in SGCT who was @ flux. please forgive my no show.
"rant time"
so yesterday sucked. i got a voicemail from my ex who wanted t say hi and said for me to give her a call back. so when i got home i gave her a call. but when i called her place it said her # had changed an it gave me the #. so icalled the # and "her" answering machine picked up. i say "her " answering machine because when it picked up it was her voice but the message said that her and her boyfriend weren't home. what a shock and way to learn that she moved in with a guy.it makes me question what were we doing in a relationship for 3 yrs? how is it she can move in with a guy in less then a yr but in 3 yrs never want to move in with me? why was it that she didn't want those things with me? what couldn't i give her? i hate the whole situation. and now i haven't heard back from her and i think we need to talk but i'm not sure i should try to call her a again. how could she be with a boy? i met him and he's nothing like anyone else she's ever been with and i've met and become friends with 4 of her exes. i don't get it. it makes me so depressed.