I hope that when I finish my life one day I leave a crack in the world.

I know it sounds morbid but I have thought that sentence billions of times in my life. It gets me out of bed and puts a brush in my hand. It is funny what drives us up and over things. I don't know I care anymore if...
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glass42:
Glad to hear you have something to drive you.  We all need a push or a pull at times.

just breathing ......


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teddykev:
Loving the photo drop man. These rule, cheers for sharing :-)

It has been a hard couple of months. I din't notice how much it effected me until I started painting and noticed I stopped painting for a few weeks...maybe months. I slowed down which I hate doing. I know I'm my worst critic. My cat is kidney stone free now after a few months of medicine. My job has been fucking awful...
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jaws318:
@iggy thanks kiddo .hugs
teddykev:
Keep your head brother. You're an outstanding citizen of the Universe; may your creative light shine on us yet again my friend :-)

#homework

So in the style of this weeks homework.........high school flashbacks.....:/

This may shock @missy , @lyxzen and @rambo but I was a weird art school kid.

I mean I still had sex, drugs and rock and roll...but I was a weird kid. Super skinny and less tattoos and piercings.

I was the only West Indian or Portuguese kid in my high school. It
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dallas:
Adorabllllle
satin:
hahaha
glass42:
Thanks for the effort    :)   The sound was very garbled when I tried it.  Is the suitcase canvas something you have done before, or is this something new?
jaws318:
Yeah , I tried to put it together quickly because the sound was messing up on my end.  I'm going to do it again but better next week.  Thanks for checking it out.  @glass42 I have done suitcases before.

Making ............

I think I know here in this town my work can't be shown in it's raw fashion. It has made me make work that sat on the edge of what they found PG but I'm caring less and less about shows. You guys are my shows. I just don't feel like holding back anymore. I'm going back to huge...
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teddykev:
Doing what you're feeling is definitely the way to go man 😀

I walked into my local tattoo shop a few friends had recommended and I feel like this guy tried to rip me off. I wanted a small line drawing maybe twenty minute tattoo and he asked for $300 dollars. So i said "no thanks" and walked out. I have a few big tattoos and have a lot of friends who work in shops ....... for what...
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yourimmortal:
Dude, for real, fuck that guy. Unless it fills your entire back or chest he's just trying to bone you. 
jaws318:
@yourimmortal I setup a appointment with my friend who tattoos and he concurred with you. Thank man......I was a little worried. 

I made a new zine this week and my "gang" got back to riding again.

Many thing happened this week. A neighbor of the shop I worked at died. I didn't know him but I know his dad. It was very sad to see him in so much pain. I wish I could have been more helpful to him this week.

Last but not
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teddykev:
Zine action looks badass & yay for bike riding in gangs :-)
jaws318:
@teddykev I like how they turned out and we started riding in gangs because the old guy groups act like dicks. It's been fun for a few weeks.

I'm a bit medicated so I hope all these ideas come out straight.

I spent the day reading Walt Whitman and trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong with my YouTube. I don't really get views for the videos I post. People look at them away from YouTube like here. It's is just randomly something that pops up for me...
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I'm looking at old paintings and listening to The New Yorker podcasts. It feels good. The beast have stopped roaming and are asleep again. They run around normally for about a two minutes and then give into being sleepy. It's cute. Mon and I about a few (20 minutes ago) went for a walk. We play with other dogs and dodge bumblebees.

Moose
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jaws318:
They are crazy on the easy days and it feels really good to be healthier. I didn't mean to  really lose it but I'm happy it's off. @teddykev
teddykev:
Right on man, feeling good always a plus :-)