I do not know how I get to this place. I sit and I read and I think and it rips it's way out of me. I see it like a hole ...a big swirling black hole and it feeds on me while living as a part of me. I try to paint it out. To have this feeling expelled from me completely for a few nights. The peaceful serenity of the nothing being satiated.
So I'm trying to read it out at this point ....play this game of chicken and not imagine what it is like to be off. I had this dream once I died in Japan years back in a wave. Some times I'm not sure why it is such a strong image in my heart.......
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trills:
Sending love to you, as always.
jaws318:
@glass42 and @trills thanks guys