I'm a bit medicated so I hope all these ideas come out straight.
I spent the day reading Walt Whitman and trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong with my YouTube. I don't really get views for the videos I post. People look at them away from YouTube like here. It's is just randomly something that pops up for me and bothers me every few months. I wish sometimes I could just quit the whole thing and only ever post here. The universe of internet is a dark and cold place that is often porn adjacent. :)
Mon, Goose and I made a day of it.
My closest friends I call them "my family" had a bonfire party this weekend. I was fun and loud and silly. We all used to be neighbors for a decade and most of us have moved away but we come back to see each other and sneak food to each other's dogs.