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Hello again, some more ramblings..

It's always fun to realise things about yourself, is it not? My husband and me have recently met a great guy, who we thought would just be a friend...but nope. All of a sudden came a strong attraction from me toward him, that grew to feelings, but my love for my wonderful husband did not diminish, but got bigger. And I realised that I'm polyamorous actually, and that was very exciting!

So me and my husband are talking A LOT, it's a blessing that we already talk a lot about feelings and difficult stuff, otherwise this would not work. But we are talking about making our relationship open polyamorous. My feeling for our mutual friend are still there, and I've learned that he has feelings for me aswell, but I have no idea
hos strong they are, attraction is there, no doubt. This is kind of stressful and difficult, but at the same time wonderful, exciting and little like a child tumbling down a hill!

I've been blessed with a wonderful, wonderful man, that accepts my ways and together we are trying to find our way in all this..

At least I know, I'm poly, and there's no going back to closed exclusive relationship now...

over and out,...