Saturday Sep 07, 2002

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i awoke to find myself again...tangled in backtalk with the bar table comfort still pressed against my face...who needs a heart when you've got the consolidation of unlimited late-night venues??? fuck it...i think that i'm going to make the short journey from voyeur to exhibitionist...or, rather, i believe i already have started...there's something about sharing your thoughts and actions with the untold masses (regardless of whether anyone reads it or not) that just takes the ol' sting away...i'm tired of caring about insignificant things...it's 12:45 and i just woke up...my face is washed my train pants are on and i'm ready for the next adventure that life will bring...i know it's going to begin with my $1.75 coffee and a shot of espreciosa...i still can't believe that my camera's gone...FUCKING FUCK!!!!@!#$@!*$###!!!!! i would soooooo love to go out a capture thin pages of this day on film...fuking fucking FUCK!!!!! who could be such an asshole to steal a broke photographers camera from them??? when i find out who i may become violent...in the mean time, i'll keep training my eye...and freak ramdom strangers out by my absorbing gaze... heh heh...another favorite pass time...tallyhoe!!
katie:
than you so much for the compliment....i understand how the"implant" comment can be taken in a few different directions, and i took it as a compliment at first , to think that anyone would think that my breasts were nice enough to be unreal, that someone would pay to have them, it made me feel good about my self....but then, people were very insistent, even after i clarified that they were indeed real, and it made/makes me very angrey. it's like someone comming up to me and saying "you have no self worth, and are a superficial bitch....." and that's not me at all, or i'd have a nose job by now! but really, i'm just tired of people either being ignorant about it, or just being assholes.

but thank you, very much, for seeing where i'm comming from : )
katie:
than you so much for the compliment....i understand how the"implant" comment can be taken in a few different directions, and i took it as a compliment at first , to think that anyone would think that my breasts were nice enough to be unreal, that someone would pay to have them, it made me feel good about my self....but then, people were very insistent, even after i clarified that they were indeed real, and it made/makes me very angrey. it's like someone comming up to me and saying "you have no self worth, and are a superficial bitch....." and that's not me at all, or i'd have a nose job by now! but really, i'm just tired of people either being ignorant about it, or just being assholes.

but thank you, very much, for seeing where i'm comming from : )

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