sleep is taking me hostage...but i'm going to stammer through a quick mental log before i let gravity ravish me for 7 hours...i'm inhaling, but it hasn't been tobacco for 12 days so that's good, right? 
i rented amelie today...yeah! i finally get to see this one...and i get it for 5 whole rotations of the sun too...alway's necessary for me, since i usually go...
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happy hallow's eve...or rather..a bit after..life continues...i feel myself shifting with the leaves...falling down amongst passer-by's... *love*
hopefully not too late...
***kiss**
hopefully not too late...
***kiss**
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bos_to_nrt:
my username is a reference to the vonnegut book "cat's cradle." "ice nine" was a fictional substance that serves as the catalyst of the storyline. its a modification of the normal molecular structure of water that basically starts a chain reaction that brings about armageddon. its my favorite fictional book.
raven:
wow. thank you so much for the info about the wolves and the ravens. thats so cool. i used to be obsessed with wolves when i was little and wanted to have one as pet. probally would have turned out bad.
...silence...
i like dia, although i do not 'know' her...i love people who make me think...who turn the primordial wheels of my mind and then walk away, without looking back to see just where i may stop... so here i am...silent...in a room where i haven't even put on any music...i'm a typing mouse, yes...but there are no words stumbling from my lips...just the cold...
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i like dia, although i do not 'know' her...i love people who make me think...who turn the primordial wheels of my mind and then walk away, without looking back to see just where i may stop... so here i am...silent...in a room where i haven't even put on any music...i'm a typing mouse, yes...but there are no words stumbling from my lips...just the cold...
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earplug6947:
holy shit! i NEVER shoot off my two six-shooters in the office, but when i get word of a CUSTOM MAP i do just that! now i have to get some putty for these bullet holes.
do you like edward tufte?
do you like edward tufte?
nazimova:
happy halloween, my pretty little friend!!
tired today...working too much...and not seeming to find the exit...why was i somehow created with this weird need to do a good job, and not let others down? i have all these deadlines...it's insane...it makes college look like a big piece o' cake...(ok, it is...until midterm/finals come a knockin')...but heh...it's what you gotta do to get published right? sale your freedom loving soul and all...
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7o2:
i just quit a staring at the screen for 9 hours a day job. a slice of advice, never do phone tech support. oh my. how many calls can you get in a row from people who can't get their mouse to work? you would be amazed.
jasiri that attitude of "needing to do a good job" will doing nothing but help you in life. i used to feel that way, and i hope i can dig it back to the surface.
as for adventure i wish you great travels
nothing in the world is quite like the smell of a new town, and the memories of being there
jasiri that attitude of "needing to do a good job" will doing nothing but help you in life. i used to feel that way, and i hope i can dig it back to the surface.
as for adventure i wish you great travels
nothing in the world is quite like the smell of a new town, and the memories of being there
throatneedle:
i was worried! where the fuck did you go? you are so sweet and so nice and im glad you're back.
btw/look into dan the automator - wanna buy a monkey?
good head-bopping music! haha
btw/look into dan the automator - wanna buy a monkey?
good head-bopping music! haha
sleep...i am way too full of ice cream and wedesday night 'family' dinner...when the friends come together and make a feast and a mess.... ahhh, nothing like dulce de leche ice cream to give a grrl a serious sugar high, and then the inevitible aftermath of the suger nosedive...i'm off to bed...i fall asleep with this little thought on my mind read from the pages...
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montagro:
Where would you find one of those hippie bibles? I'd like to get my grubby hands on one. I've been playing way too much hacky-sack.
rawr_ima_monster:
wait, you use to like me? you don't now? do I know who you are? Will the Dynamic Duo ever return to rightr and reason in this rediculous rattrap?
-will there ever be an answer to these mysteries? (huh?)
Dave
-will there ever be an answer to these mysteries? (huh?)
Dave
sorry for the photo, but i had to use it...cause it's the most recent photo i have (sat).. . you can blame it all on the blasted imaging software!!!
...or me, i suppose for not having much of a clue as to what i'm doing ...i'm still stuck in 35mm/lab land...this digital photography thing is going to take me awhile...and $$$...i had no idea that...
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...or me, i suppose for not having much of a clue as to what i'm doing ...i'm still stuck in 35mm/lab land...this digital photography thing is going to take me awhile...and $$$...i had no idea that...
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throatneedle:
same here. fuck buying that pphotoshop shit. Ive got it on cd and I can just send it to you. by the way, i play bass also and im dying to get a new bass amp. ive blown like 4 practice amps cause i used to use a fuzz box when i'd play. I dont know why really..guess i just liked the sound. by the way, i feel your car issues. read my journal from 2 days ago and youll see the bullshit its put me through. take care
7o2:
fuck the tires
fuck the bass
buy a plane ticket
fuck the bass
buy a plane ticket
work, work, work...that's fucking it...i've had it!!! i've been back in the country for just going on two years...now it's time to take my measly savings and venture into never-never land once more...now the question is...where will my journey begin???
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randomdent:
Canada? I love Canada. I'm going to move back to my homeland someday.
7o2:
measly savings i would say Prague. Great town cheep as hell, or Seville Spain. Can't even beging to elaborate on that town, wow. Then a short trek down to Rota and Cadiz and well, it's a little cut of heaven for me.
if you've got the cash
the French Riviera is much more than a tourist trap.
Nice is a town i could spend the rest of my life in
coming from the biggest travel whore in the world all i can say is whatever you do/go enjoy every second
if you've got the cash
the French Riviera is much more than a tourist trap.
Nice is a town i could spend the rest of my life in
coming from the biggest travel whore in the world all i can say is whatever you do/go enjoy every second
when love leaves, where does it go???
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tryptamine_____:
i tend to think that it doesn't leave, it just gets stuck at a point that one moves beyond.
but maybe that's just me, always trying to pull my feet out of the quicksand of my past. *shrug*
but maybe that's just me, always trying to pull my feet out of the quicksand of my past. *shrug*
kinnie:
perhaps I might throw up?? Lovely, lovely 
love... moves onto another unsuspecting couple. tis very sad, indeed.
love... moves onto another unsuspecting couple. tis very sad, indeed.
an enemy to myself, i step up to the mirror and hold the gun point blank...
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solimond:
Make that we. Should we be worried?
likittysplit:
ok i'm jumping in here as well ......
are you ok hunny??
are you ok hunny??
just wrote a long psycho babble that was promptly erased...oh well, it was mildly depressing and showing great signs of internal dissidence...now i'm too peaved to move backward so i will beg you all the sweetest dreams one could wish for and a lovely morning...ad infinitum...
it's late and i'm off to bed...thinking about time and it's inevitable steadfastness. will you catch me??? if i were to run on wings of mercury and laugh as though i were the goddess of speed and distance would you even try? what am i writing... i don't know...i'm typing with my eyes closed and waiting for the night to take me by the wrists...
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snow:
eating lots and lots of french fries all day.......that was my salt overload.
i want to comment about yr journal entry, but i just woke up. groggy. weak. numb.
i want to comment about yr journal entry, but i just woke up. groggy. weak. numb.
kinnie:
That was beautiful.
You're beautiful.
I'd love to hear more of what's inside your head.
You're beautiful.
I'd love to hear more of what's inside your head.
what a fucked up night last night was...i'm still trying to find the rat bastard that drugged my drink two weeks ago. So, last night I actually found the one that I thought had done it. My plan was this; watch like a superstar fbi agent and catch him in the act of drugging some other girls drink. i made a few phone calls, and...
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freaky_tiki:
Baby, please be careful...I don't know if I would keep attending a place where the security staff is so blase'...I also worry about you playing detective to search this guy out. I know you want to protect others, but don't put yourself in harm's way. Sorry, I am just being overprotective, must be my biological clock tick- tocking away. Good luck at that gig chica...take all your frustration out in your music...or take that hiking trip. *muwaaaaahhhhhh* xoxoxo
kinnie:
*hugs* I agree with freakytiki, BE CAREFUL!!! Having been drugged is terrible enough... we wouldn't want to see you get even more hurt 
I'm so sorry you're feeling powerless... it's so hard. I know what you mean about being overwhelmed by all the injustices in the world... everything's so interconnected, and i know I'm perpetrating injustices all the time, but I just don't know how *not* to. I'll leave you with an Ani lyric:
"You wanna track each trickle back to its source, and scream up the faucet till your face is hoarse. Cause you're surrounded by a world's worth of things you just can't excuse."
I'm so sorry you're feeling powerless... it's so hard. I know what you mean about being overwhelmed by all the injustices in the world... everything's so interconnected, and i know I'm perpetrating injustices all the time, but I just don't know how *not* to. I'll leave you with an Ani lyric:
"You wanna track each trickle back to its source, and scream up the faucet till your face is hoarse. Cause you're surrounded by a world's worth of things you just can't excuse."
oh...and tipping the velvet is one of my favorite books too..good taste m'lady.