jarko

i know no one reads these but it helps to vent.

Nothing scars me anymore, I worked in a morgue for a year and it changed me. But the one thing I fear is that this is it. Our lives is all we have, no heaven, no reincarnation. just this. I do not want to go through the best thing in my existence and not take advantage of it. Ive never had sex, never had a Girlfriend, never traveled, and the way things are going, I might never. I feel by the time you figure out the meaning of life, your deadnow what good is that.