It's been awhile.
Sorry.
So is Clinton out of this? You can't tell with today's media. The media seemed as if they were bullying her out of the race, then she won a bunch of primaries. But now she's losing super delegates or something. Obama is looking for a VP candidate, but Clinton is still in it. I thought I understood all this shit, but I really don't. Apparently Obama is out-pacing the whole field in fundraising. I thought the Republicans were suppose to be the big money guys?
I dunno. It stopped making sense. I'm glad I got out of politics.
This whole RFK assassination business seems to really be fucking Clinton. Oh well. I kinda hope we find out who the two candidates will be sooner than later.
Anyway a bump on [adult swim] intrigued me. At the end it stated "breeding privileges revoked" or something regarding the guys who dug up a dead body and used the skull as a bong. It intrigued me because it made me wonder if that would actually be an acceptable punishment. If the US legal system can take away your freedom with imprisonment... can they take away your freedom to have children?
What crimes could be punished with sterility? I guess you could make the point that the man or woman's child won't necessarily be the derelict that the parent is... although a lot of the time that is what ends up happening, but it doesn't always. And how would they do it? I'd assume for the most extreme cases they'd just tie tubes or cut the vans defrens. But for minor cases how could they enforce it? And even if they found out the guy knocked up a girl or the girl got pregnant, what could they do? I don't think anyone would be for forced abortion... I wouldn't be for it. You can't take the baby away after birth. I mean... for one it negates the punishment, and two, the mother may be a completely capable parent.
Ok after all that typing I'd assume it's stupid idea either way and that probably explains why it isn't a punishment for crimes committed.
Anyway school's over. I passed all my classes somehow which eases my worries. Now I'm just going day by day working, playing hockey, playing drums, and going on the everlasting search for love. As stupid as it sounds it's true. I'm always searching for love. Some people enjoy being single. I don't. I love relationships, unless they're abusive or just not working. But I feel the reason I go a long time between relationships is because I wait for almost perfect matches, if that makes sense. I don't understand the one-night stand. I have a hard time going through that with a girl. Call me a prude but I tend to hold sexual encounters as something special between two people. I can't just do all that stuff without an emotional connection. Of course there are wildcards like alcohol and stuff... but my alcoholism hasn't ended with a girl in my bed... so whatever, I can't really comment.
The ex has been in and out of my life a lot recently. It's odd, and confusing. We were really in love. She broke up with me. We didn't really communicate or even see each other for 3 years. Now when we hang out it's just like back when we were together with the exclusion of sex and stuff. I've had three girlfriends, and this ex is probably the one that meant the most to me. Yea I still love her. But it's not nearly as strong as before. I mean we stopped going out in August of 2003. You tend to get over relationships eventually. But she's such a great person and stuff, which constitutes the love. If you want me to say I'm still "in love" with her I won't. Because I'm not. But I still love her. Would I be surprised if we are together again in the future? Not really... but I'm not going to sit around waiting for it. It didn't work out for a reason apparently, so who knows. But yea I'm not going to sit around waiting for us to get back together. I think we both grew up a lot since 2004. I look out for her and she looks out for me.
It's been rough on the girl front. I haven't been getting hurt or anything. My hormones just go into 5th gear once it starts getting warm outside. It's a great recipe for heartbreak. I love romances that start in the summer, and most of the girls I know want to be single during the summer. I consider myself a nice guy. I do. But whatever. I've gained weight I know. Yea I'm probably bordering on alcoholism. Yea I'm probably an alcoholic... I don't know what it's like to go to sleep sober anymore. But I don't think I drink to fill the void of love that I have. I don't know what I want other then a relationship. Girls on the other hand seem to know exactly what they want, and I'm just not it. I guess my biggest fear is being alone. I believe I will get married one day, possibly have kids, maybe girls, maybe boys, I really don't care. But believe it or not I am getting older. Twenty-two is nothing I know. I hear it every night in the liquor store. Twenty-two is fucking young I know. But now its not high school/college relationships. After you graduate college you tend to start going out with guys that could be the one you marry. Think about it you start going out at 22. Three years of dating and you're 25 and engaged. I might've missed out on the fun relationships of high school and college.
*sigh*
The beer has hit me. Yea I'm drinking by myself watching Stroker and Hoop. Sitting on my couch drinking Molson Ice in my boxer-briefs, trying not to drunk-text girls. I live an awesome life. But I'm missing something. I'm missing love. What am I suppose to do? Keep looking?
I think that is what we all have to do. Just keep looking. Like some hardcore Where's Waldo book. Love is kinda like a Where's Waldo book. You are looking for a person in the middle of a bumblefuck of people. And yea there are a couple people who look a lot like Waldo, but they aren't and eventually after a long time of searching you finally find Waldo and you feel fucking great.
Yea... love is like a Where's Waldo book.
And oh yea. FUCK CINDY CROSBY. GOD I hope he get an Al MacInnish slap shot straight to the nuts. 105mph slaphot through the cup and destroys his testicles. I hate every team but the Flyers but I hope the Wings sweep those cocksuckers. Nothing against Pittsburgh, I love the town and the people. I just hate their hockey team.
The End?
Sorry.
So is Clinton out of this? You can't tell with today's media. The media seemed as if they were bullying her out of the race, then she won a bunch of primaries. But now she's losing super delegates or something. Obama is looking for a VP candidate, but Clinton is still in it. I thought I understood all this shit, but I really don't. Apparently Obama is out-pacing the whole field in fundraising. I thought the Republicans were suppose to be the big money guys?
I dunno. It stopped making sense. I'm glad I got out of politics.
This whole RFK assassination business seems to really be fucking Clinton. Oh well. I kinda hope we find out who the two candidates will be sooner than later.
Anyway a bump on [adult swim] intrigued me. At the end it stated "breeding privileges revoked" or something regarding the guys who dug up a dead body and used the skull as a bong. It intrigued me because it made me wonder if that would actually be an acceptable punishment. If the US legal system can take away your freedom with imprisonment... can they take away your freedom to have children?
What crimes could be punished with sterility? I guess you could make the point that the man or woman's child won't necessarily be the derelict that the parent is... although a lot of the time that is what ends up happening, but it doesn't always. And how would they do it? I'd assume for the most extreme cases they'd just tie tubes or cut the vans defrens. But for minor cases how could they enforce it? And even if they found out the guy knocked up a girl or the girl got pregnant, what could they do? I don't think anyone would be for forced abortion... I wouldn't be for it. You can't take the baby away after birth. I mean... for one it negates the punishment, and two, the mother may be a completely capable parent.
Ok after all that typing I'd assume it's stupid idea either way and that probably explains why it isn't a punishment for crimes committed.
Anyway school's over. I passed all my classes somehow which eases my worries. Now I'm just going day by day working, playing hockey, playing drums, and going on the everlasting search for love. As stupid as it sounds it's true. I'm always searching for love. Some people enjoy being single. I don't. I love relationships, unless they're abusive or just not working. But I feel the reason I go a long time between relationships is because I wait for almost perfect matches, if that makes sense. I don't understand the one-night stand. I have a hard time going through that with a girl. Call me a prude but I tend to hold sexual encounters as something special between two people. I can't just do all that stuff without an emotional connection. Of course there are wildcards like alcohol and stuff... but my alcoholism hasn't ended with a girl in my bed... so whatever, I can't really comment.
The ex has been in and out of my life a lot recently. It's odd, and confusing. We were really in love. She broke up with me. We didn't really communicate or even see each other for 3 years. Now when we hang out it's just like back when we were together with the exclusion of sex and stuff. I've had three girlfriends, and this ex is probably the one that meant the most to me. Yea I still love her. But it's not nearly as strong as before. I mean we stopped going out in August of 2003. You tend to get over relationships eventually. But she's such a great person and stuff, which constitutes the love. If you want me to say I'm still "in love" with her I won't. Because I'm not. But I still love her. Would I be surprised if we are together again in the future? Not really... but I'm not going to sit around waiting for it. It didn't work out for a reason apparently, so who knows. But yea I'm not going to sit around waiting for us to get back together. I think we both grew up a lot since 2004. I look out for her and she looks out for me.
It's been rough on the girl front. I haven't been getting hurt or anything. My hormones just go into 5th gear once it starts getting warm outside. It's a great recipe for heartbreak. I love romances that start in the summer, and most of the girls I know want to be single during the summer. I consider myself a nice guy. I do. But whatever. I've gained weight I know. Yea I'm probably bordering on alcoholism. Yea I'm probably an alcoholic... I don't know what it's like to go to sleep sober anymore. But I don't think I drink to fill the void of love that I have. I don't know what I want other then a relationship. Girls on the other hand seem to know exactly what they want, and I'm just not it. I guess my biggest fear is being alone. I believe I will get married one day, possibly have kids, maybe girls, maybe boys, I really don't care. But believe it or not I am getting older. Twenty-two is nothing I know. I hear it every night in the liquor store. Twenty-two is fucking young I know. But now its not high school/college relationships. After you graduate college you tend to start going out with guys that could be the one you marry. Think about it you start going out at 22. Three years of dating and you're 25 and engaged. I might've missed out on the fun relationships of high school and college.
*sigh*
The beer has hit me. Yea I'm drinking by myself watching Stroker and Hoop. Sitting on my couch drinking Molson Ice in my boxer-briefs, trying not to drunk-text girls. I live an awesome life. But I'm missing something. I'm missing love. What am I suppose to do? Keep looking?
I think that is what we all have to do. Just keep looking. Like some hardcore Where's Waldo book. Love is kinda like a Where's Waldo book. You are looking for a person in the middle of a bumblefuck of people. And yea there are a couple people who look a lot like Waldo, but they aren't and eventually after a long time of searching you finally find Waldo and you feel fucking great.
Yea... love is like a Where's Waldo book.
And oh yea. FUCK CINDY CROSBY. GOD I hope he get an Al MacInnish slap shot straight to the nuts. 105mph slaphot through the cup and destroys his testicles. I hate every team but the Flyers but I hope the Wings sweep those cocksuckers. Nothing against Pittsburgh, I love the town and the people. I just hate their hockey team.
The End?