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Girls suck.
It appears at first, second, and up to 18th glance that girls at my age are still just looking for the hottest guy they can snag before they get older and have to settle down with a real guy. Sure it's pessimistic, and I by no means put every girl on the surface of this blue Earth in that category, but most of the girls I've been trying to start something with usually go in that direction. Having single friends that are hotter then me doesn't help either, but I can't hold that against them. That would be stupid.
Am I heart broken? No... nothing happened and I didn't get attached. I'm just sick and tired I suppose of the situations I find myself in when it comes to women. It had cooled down for a year or so, but has since fired back up. Here's how things work. I meet a nice girl. I notice there are sparks and those sparks have some kick to them, so I pursue. Then they meet my friends and well that is that. Like I said I don't blame them. They can't help having people attracted to them. In the end I'm the friend and nothing more. Becoming the friend 99% of the time puts the brick wall on the road leading to a romantic relationship.
Funny... a lot of the time I get this from girls. "You're so the type of person I want to marry." What's up with that? Should I be insulted? I dunno! Do they expect me to sit there for 7 or more years while they date around, fuck dudes and stuff until she's ready to get married? After typing all that out I bet they don't. But still. Why do I always get that same sentence word for word?
Is unlucky the right word? I have no clue. I'm not even looking for "the one". I'm looking for a romantic companionship (or girlfriend if you prefer). I'm looking for someone who has some stuff in common with me that I can look forward to seeing. I want that feeling again of not being able to sleep because I'll see them tomorrow. I want that feeling again where you see them for the 40th time that day and your heart still drops into your stomach and your pulse starts beating fast enough to light a city skyline for 3 days. I need a snuggle bug. I need someone to make breakfast for at 2 in the afternoon. I need someone I can watch Disney movies with and not be ashamed. I need that nervous first time meeting their parents. I need to be someone's everything, and I need them to be mine. I need a birthday other then mine to look forward to. I need a smile that's only for me. I need those bedroom eyes. I need someone willing to drink white wine with until we giggle uncontrollably. I need love.
End emo rant.
Girls suck.
It appears at first, second, and up to 18th glance that girls at my age are still just looking for the hottest guy they can snag before they get older and have to settle down with a real guy. Sure it's pessimistic, and I by no means put every girl on the surface of this blue Earth in that category, but most of the girls I've been trying to start something with usually go in that direction. Having single friends that are hotter then me doesn't help either, but I can't hold that against them. That would be stupid.
Am I heart broken? No... nothing happened and I didn't get attached. I'm just sick and tired I suppose of the situations I find myself in when it comes to women. It had cooled down for a year or so, but has since fired back up. Here's how things work. I meet a nice girl. I notice there are sparks and those sparks have some kick to them, so I pursue. Then they meet my friends and well that is that. Like I said I don't blame them. They can't help having people attracted to them. In the end I'm the friend and nothing more. Becoming the friend 99% of the time puts the brick wall on the road leading to a romantic relationship.
Funny... a lot of the time I get this from girls. "You're so the type of person I want to marry." What's up with that? Should I be insulted? I dunno! Do they expect me to sit there for 7 or more years while they date around, fuck dudes and stuff until she's ready to get married? After typing all that out I bet they don't. But still. Why do I always get that same sentence word for word?
Is unlucky the right word? I have no clue. I'm not even looking for "the one". I'm looking for a romantic companionship (or girlfriend if you prefer). I'm looking for someone who has some stuff in common with me that I can look forward to seeing. I want that feeling again of not being able to sleep because I'll see them tomorrow. I want that feeling again where you see them for the 40th time that day and your heart still drops into your stomach and your pulse starts beating fast enough to light a city skyline for 3 days. I need a snuggle bug. I need someone to make breakfast for at 2 in the afternoon. I need someone I can watch Disney movies with and not be ashamed. I need that nervous first time meeting their parents. I need to be someone's everything, and I need them to be mine. I need a birthday other then mine to look forward to. I need a smile that's only for me. I need those bedroom eyes. I need someone willing to drink white wine with until we giggle uncontrollably. I need love.
End emo rant.