i think i have anger management problems. i never go off on anybody or anything. instead i play out the whole me yelling and screaming and breaking 1 inch lead pipes over my thighs in my head. And even that makes my veins bulge.
i dont hate anyone. i just get pissed. i get pissed at my mom whenever she sighs in pain from her back. ive lost all sympathy for her. she literally bends over backwards after back surgery, when all she is suppose to do is walk. so when it does hurt, i dont care. she puts it on herself. do i say that out loud? no. i scream it to her in my mind, the greatest movie theatre by the way. not as much porn as there used to be, but nothing better with all the violence.
i dont hate my boss, i definately dont hate my job. and im usually amused by the hundreds of completely inept college professors and administrators that i personally deal with on a daily basis. but i have a lot to yell about. i feel stupid yelling about it though, since it is the cushiest job ever, why even complain about doing some work?
ive pretty much become my boss' bitch. he has me, and my brother, do jobs that full-time salary-paid and benefited people do. and we're part-time. he gives me all this little busy work jobs to do so he can go out to lunch with the others. and tomorrow he's making me sit in his class from 8:20-9:15 and babysit them because he has to go to some consortium in north jersey.
so basically im being an adjunct professor for 6.65/hr. hell i could do that for real and make 30,000 a year. sometimes i think he makes me do things because he doesnt like seeing me play sim city or online games all day. fact of the matter is, thats what this job really entails. if i were to do everything that was on my job description id be sitting 90% of the time playing sim city or online games.
to his credit, he's trying to make things better. both for the office and for the college. but sometimes i just think he is pushing us too far. which is where i feel guilty complaining when i barely do jack shit. really im just pissed that im doing the same work the guys in the back are doing and making 23,000 less a year then them. and in some cases 97,000 less.
the rant is over. thanks for listening.
i dont hate anyone. i just get pissed. i get pissed at my mom whenever she sighs in pain from her back. ive lost all sympathy for her. she literally bends over backwards after back surgery, when all she is suppose to do is walk. so when it does hurt, i dont care. she puts it on herself. do i say that out loud? no. i scream it to her in my mind, the greatest movie theatre by the way. not as much porn as there used to be, but nothing better with all the violence.
i dont hate my boss, i definately dont hate my job. and im usually amused by the hundreds of completely inept college professors and administrators that i personally deal with on a daily basis. but i have a lot to yell about. i feel stupid yelling about it though, since it is the cushiest job ever, why even complain about doing some work?
ive pretty much become my boss' bitch. he has me, and my brother, do jobs that full-time salary-paid and benefited people do. and we're part-time. he gives me all this little busy work jobs to do so he can go out to lunch with the others. and tomorrow he's making me sit in his class from 8:20-9:15 and babysit them because he has to go to some consortium in north jersey.
so basically im being an adjunct professor for 6.65/hr. hell i could do that for real and make 30,000 a year. sometimes i think he makes me do things because he doesnt like seeing me play sim city or online games all day. fact of the matter is, thats what this job really entails. if i were to do everything that was on my job description id be sitting 90% of the time playing sim city or online games.
to his credit, he's trying to make things better. both for the office and for the college. but sometimes i just think he is pushing us too far. which is where i feel guilty complaining when i barely do jack shit. really im just pissed that im doing the same work the guys in the back are doing and making 23,000 less a year then them. and in some cases 97,000 less.
the rant is over. thanks for listening.