feeling slow. feeling dumb. going to go shower and paint. not in the shower, after the shower.
must sacrifice my head for my (he)art. love to all.
I am her slave, but she does loves me. and that's why it hurts. she's my mirrior, to "find out". she wakes me. fills with guilt, then releases pressure. dumb and slow. dumb and slow. want to cry but cannot. want to die.... but...... cannot. you. me........ me me...you. I will, for you..... er, me?...........you?
in the confusion of being so deep, he became shallow.
must sacrifice my head for my (he)art. love to all.
I am her slave, but she does loves me. and that's why it hurts. she's my mirrior, to "find out". she wakes me. fills with guilt, then releases pressure. dumb and slow. dumb and slow. want to cry but cannot. want to die.... but...... cannot. you. me........ me me...you. I will, for you..... er, me?...........you?
in the confusion of being so deep, he became shallow.
oh and I thought of a question last night, a strange question that includes everyone and everything.
it's hard being the center of the cosmos,
wouldn't you agree?
love to all. and all to love. xoxo