mmmmmm.........green. don't you love green. but yellow is so much better. "bacock!" says the chicken. look at my butt! I work out all the time! bwahahahahaha!!!. muster all the radiotor fluid that you have! then clean out your closets. so you can fill it with more stuff. like pots and tupperware. money for college goes to car.
"gotta go to work gotta go to work...
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"gotta go to work gotta go to work...
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heart is hard to have.
yet harder still, not to.
"my heart stopped pumping, but my blood is still alive."
-Issac Brock
yet harder still, not to.
"my heart stopped pumping, but my blood is still alive."
-Issac Brock
go_lately:
i love how you've put into poetry the words that have tumbled, inexpressible, through my head for months now.
martyr13:
update your fuckin journal yo....
i have no new news of you..
this may however be a good thing...
but i am uncertain...
as i am not sure of the ebbs in the tide of your life...
mark
p.s.
thanks for the support
as always
i have no new news of you..
this may however be a good thing...
but i am uncertain...
as i am not sure of the ebbs in the tide of your life...
mark
p.s.
thanks for the support
as always
tired? tired. slothful funk. bed like a womb. warmth. dead, not dying. not dying. before dead.
get up. get out. get in. get out.
living oils at arms length. light spectrum calling, "awake and bring me to life." "but I cannot." "yes, yes, but you can try."
think, for money? makes me stop before I start. not for money. it knows. but need cash anyhow....
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get up. get out. get in. get out.
living oils at arms length. light spectrum calling, "awake and bring me to life." "but I cannot." "yes, yes, but you can try."
think, for money? makes me stop before I start. not for money. it knows. but need cash anyhow....
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littlegirllost:
Hello, you.
sixsixty:
lost again.
painting. ahh. freedom.
searching for the void?
searching for the void?
how can one search for something that isn't there
and that isn't not there?
the true tao is not the tao- loa tzu
the true void is not the void, and it's not, not the void.
nothing is still something, it's nothing.
anyway, everyone reading this already knows all that, right?
my there lil'niece jist gave me...
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searching for the void?
how can one search for something that isn't there
and that isn't not there?
the true tao is not the tao- loa tzu
the true void is not the void, and it's not, not the void.
nothing is still something, it's nothing.
anyway, everyone reading this already knows all that, right?
my there lil'niece jist gave me...
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jarelshow:
instantanious memory!
once, with my family outside my house, enjoying a BBQ. I was inside and was very low. I mean very, very low. stupid suicidal low, laying on a couch. and with tears in eyes, I pleaded to the omniscient omnipresent, "what possible reason is there that I should stay here on earth and should go on? what's the most important thing I possibly need to stick around for?"as soon as I finished whispering this under my breath and to myself. my youngest niece walked in the door, came right over to me, gave me a big hug and a smile, sat with me for a minute,and then walked back the door. once again something puts me in my place. but it's true. ah, but it's so true.
take whatever you want from that.
once, with my family outside my house, enjoying a BBQ. I was inside and was very low. I mean very, very low. stupid suicidal low, laying on a couch. and with tears in eyes, I pleaded to the omniscient omnipresent, "what possible reason is there that I should stay here on earth and should go on? what's the most important thing I possibly need to stick around for?"as soon as I finished whispering this under my breath and to myself. my youngest niece walked in the door, came right over to me, gave me a big hug and a smile, sat with me for a minute,and then walked back the door. once again something puts me in my place. but it's true. ah, but it's so true.
take whatever you want from that.
littlegirllost:
Send me a sign. A signal. Anything.
Give me an arrow. A psychic lightbulb. A decoder ring.
Say no, damnit! Just say something.
Give me an arrow. A psychic lightbulb. A decoder ring.
Say no, damnit! Just say something.
I am back. with nothing to say, no less.
alice:
i often feel like i have nothing to say, and yet i say something anyway....
sixsixty:
nothing is sooo open. so full of life. so ready to live. it has been waiting on the sidelines for soo long. it has been waiting to be filled. to live again. think about emptiness that way. true. in this world it is never really empty. never quiet. but think about the concept. in theory. it is ready to be loved, to be filled. ready to explode....
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we are an explosion on paper.
every touch a word.
every kiss an exclamation!
-me
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we are an explosion on paper.
every touch a word.
every kiss an exclamation!
-me
goodbye y'all.
promise. it won't matter.
promise. it won't matter.
martyr13:
where ever are you off to shmee...
littlegirllost:
Bah. Don't go.
it's calling.........
it's almost time..........
be leaving soon......
it's almost time..........
be leaving soon......
littlegirllost:
I got nuthin but luv fer ya, baby.
I am lame. I am dull pain.
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sixsixty:
take a quick second. open your lungs and breathe in a full breath of air. every inch of life screams out in glory as it passes through time. take the time to reflect your name on water. take the time to open your arms to the light. for once you release your bodily needs the answers to lifes hardest questions seem so close. close your eyes. imagine the rain on your lips. imagine the water on your legs as you take the first few steps into existance. the quality of questions only gets greater as the water gets deeper. take it as far as you can. the answer is trust. how far can you go?
jarelshow:
mmmmmm.......tasty.
dinner. cheeksecake and a can of guiness.
to who ever reads this, please dance. if not for youself, simple for the walls in your bedroom. they like to watch people dance, I promise. so put on a show for them.
to who ever reads this, please dance. if not for youself, simple for the walls in your bedroom. they like to watch people dance, I promise. so put on a show for them.
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littlegirllost:
shmee
martyr13:
my peg leg forbids me to dance....that and my inner whiteness..hahahah
i do a fair rhumba though.
shmee get back aboard, gruel needs to be served!
ahhaah
dread pirate martyr
i do a fair rhumba though.
shmee get back aboard, gruel needs to be served!
ahhaah
dread pirate martyr
insurance, 4500 dollars for wrecked car. 3700 dollasr loan on wrecked car.
does anyone have a reliable car they will sale for 8oo dollars?
dance............. please.
does anyone have a reliable car they will sale for 8oo dollars?
dance............. please.
martyr13:
dude...
don't sweat making me feel weird.
i always do..
i hope you find a ride for your budget.
i directed a little lost soul to reach you.
i hope that is going well......
i just get a vibe off of it.
you may contact me at anytime you wish man...
not a problem.
best of luck,
mark
don't sweat making me feel weird.
i always do..
i hope you find a ride for your budget.
i directed a little lost soul to reach you.
i hope that is going well......
i just get a vibe off of it.
you may contact me at anytime you wish man...
not a problem.
best of luck,
mark
ouch. x-ray. broken lumber. wait. no. lumbar. you'll be famous one day. a chip off the old back. they'll say. floating. floating. hopefully it won't cause nerve damage. loss of legs could be sad. quite whining. no, quit whining. sorry. i'll stop....... love(?)
martyr13:
whip out the brushes and let the fury flow fromthem...
wow i quoted mandela...
and i didn't even know
hahahahah
wow i quoted mandela...
and i didn't even know
hahahahah
littlegirllost:
I have your love right here.
I will right you an email in exactly 5 minutes.
I will right you an email in exactly 5 minutes.
Anyway, I'm heading it Denver soon soon soon.
Love to you. Love love love.
Mel