jarelshow

I wish i was cool.I wish i was keen.

there's a theory in the east that you actually have to gain a soul, it's not just automatically given to you.and it's terribly hard work.

thinking of going sober. and abstinate.

you know the story of the pheonix. or aroura borialis.

probably leaving sg land again.

on a lighter side debrajean sumbitted to my last journal. thanks darlin.

love and peace to you all. since...
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I wear my sunglasses at night. so I can, so I can....
watch you weave then breath your storyline.
and I wear my sunglasses at night. so I can, so I can.......
keep track of the visions in my eyes.

while, she's decieving me, it cuts my security.
has she got control of me?
I turn to her and say.......

don't switch the blade on...
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screams praise. but the deaf cannot hear here. "do not take this one out on me" she continued, " I hate you and everything about you". me too darlin', me too. it's not that my heart hurts, it's just hard to have. but dust collects on me too. DIEDIEDIE. ooooooooooooooooo, ouch. steel for lunch. except the only One that would hurt .................does not feel pain....
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drowning hope by austin hodgson

i feel empty
like a toy once loved
who now sits in the dark
alone without friends
hoping one day
i'll be remembered again
no one needs to want me
i am only a temporay convience
good for nothing
but to fill the void for awhile
then tossed aside without care
broken battered and torn
in this darkness nothing exists...
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it's almost time.

jared's going to vegas. have a good weekend ya'll.peace and LoVe!!!!

but

Dear Lord,

,

?

yours truly, Jared

grrrrrr................

playing solitaire sucks.

and I don't mean a card game or hand to croch combat.


*sniff sniff, tear.