friends and animals,
temporarily trying out the new profile pic - courtesy of stellartrane. it makes me seem a lot cooler than i actually am, but don't tell anybody ... shhhhh.
anyway, go tell him a bedtime story. seems a lot of us are having trouble sleeping these days ...
i was gonna post a pic of my new hideous hair, but ... it...
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temporarily trying out the new profile pic - courtesy of stellartrane. it makes me seem a lot cooler than i actually am, but don't tell anybody ... shhhhh.
anyway, go tell him a bedtime story. seems a lot of us are having trouble sleeping these days ...
i was gonna post a pic of my new hideous hair, but ... it...
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honestly ...
honesty is hard for me. i mean ... the best policy? really? the best? i operated for the past few years under the "it's better if you don't know this part" policy. but i know now that that is wrong because i shouldn't get to decide these things for other people.
honesty. it hasn't worked out well for me, yo. i started...
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honesty is hard for me. i mean ... the best policy? really? the best? i operated for the past few years under the "it's better if you don't know this part" policy. but i know now that that is wrong because i shouldn't get to decide these things for other people.
honesty. it hasn't worked out well for me, yo. i started...
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pirateprince:
grrrrrrrrrrr
lorentz:
Meow
Love,
Sable
Love,
Sable
well looky there. i finally have a profile pic. i know it's way less attractive than the SG logo, but it's me. representin.
so i'm still having trouble sleeping, obviously (it's 4AM).
yesterday, i tried some "sleepytime tea" before bed. it didn't work and it may have made me feel very
this morning when i woke up. i managed to make it into work, but...
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so i'm still having trouble sleeping, obviously (it's 4AM).
yesterday, i tried some "sleepytime tea" before bed. it didn't work and it may have made me feel very
this morning when i woke up. i managed to make it into work, but... Read More
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escottie:
yeah...
stumble bumble..scottie needs to get his groove back.
hey, there are a whole bunch of pictures of you. way to rally, babe!
stumble bumble..scottie needs to get his groove back.
hey, there are a whole bunch of pictures of you. way to rally, babe!
flatblack:
Sounds like everyone is feeling not so well. I hope you recover as well as Bel Air has.
Irish Girl has forbidden me to use any of the snap shots I have of her because she doesn't like them. I'm still waiting on her to provide one, but I'll keep bugging her about it.
Irish Girl has forbidden me to use any of the snap shots I have of her because she doesn't like them. I'm still waiting on her to provide one, but I'll keep bugging her about it.
i really think something is wrong with me. i mean ... something else.
it's not a "cycle" thing, so i must just be really upset about something.
i cried at work today. how pathetic. and it's like ... nothing really happened to make me that upset, but ... i could not stop running to the bathroom to cry!
they're such little things when i...
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it's not a "cycle" thing, so i must just be really upset about something.
i cried at work today. how pathetic. and it's like ... nothing really happened to make me that upset, but ... i could not stop running to the bathroom to cry!
they're such little things when i...
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escottie:
there was a time in my life when things were sinking, when nothing seemed to go my way, people wouldn't listen to good ideas. i was misunderstood, but couldn't redeem myself.
i retreated into my own life, quiet and afraid of people. the "things to do" piled up because i was frozen, so unsure of myself that nothing got done.
i went critical eventually. highpowered job in a window office in a skyscraper, and i was closing my door and crying at my desk. sitting in the bathroom stall crying more than i was working. falling asleep--at my desk, on the toilet, at stoplights driving to and from work.
calling my employer's "employee assistance" outfit started me toward better things.
e-mail me or call if you want. now, or anytime you want, 24/7. seriously. i'm e-mailing my phone numbers.
xo
scott
i retreated into my own life, quiet and afraid of people. the "things to do" piled up because i was frozen, so unsure of myself that nothing got done.
i went critical eventually. highpowered job in a window office in a skyscraper, and i was closing my door and crying at my desk. sitting in the bathroom stall crying more than i was working. falling asleep--at my desk, on the toilet, at stoplights driving to and from work.
calling my employer's "employee assistance" outfit started me toward better things.
e-mail me or call if you want. now, or anytime you want, 24/7. seriously. i'm e-mailing my phone numbers.
xo
scott
escottie:
just got home. if you're still around, i'm up for talk.
ich weiss nicht was soll es bedeuten,
dass ich so traurig bin
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dog comes howling up behind you
sinks his teeth in your leg
tells you how now things are going to be a little different
and he takes you down a peg
-from Change, Patty Griffin
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TONIGHT WAS LIKE A HORRIBLE FLASHBACK.
let's talk about intentions, people. if it is never...
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dass ich so traurig bin
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dog comes howling up behind you
sinks his teeth in your leg
tells you how now things are going to be a little different
and he takes you down a peg
-from Change, Patty Griffin
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TONIGHT WAS LIKE A HORRIBLE FLASHBACK.
let's talk about intentions, people. if it is never...
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regret #179842984
a few years ago when i was feeling particularly brave, i took a couple of UT informal classes (in addition to my regular coursework).
it was all MWF knitting, TTH boxing.
yah ... boxing. i encourage everyone to take this class - if you are good at following through with something. i have no doubt i would have walked out on that last...
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a few years ago when i was feeling particularly brave, i took a couple of UT informal classes (in addition to my regular coursework).
it was all MWF knitting, TTH boxing.
yah ... boxing. i encourage everyone to take this class - if you are good at following through with something. i have no doubt i would have walked out on that last...
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escottie:
it's nice that you have a place to dispose of your regrets. 
i really miss talking with you, and feel badly that i haven't found time to reply to your wonderful last e-mail.
i should, shouldn't I? you're a sweet thing, k.
i really miss talking with you, and feel badly that i haven't found time to reply to your wonderful last e-mail.
i should, shouldn't I? you're a sweet thing, k.
escottie:
sexy abdomen, hot hip bones and the perfect panties. you've just made my day...and perhaps more.
not to get all religious or queer on you or anything, but i honestly do believe that God protects me ...
because every once in a while i do something really stupid. try to, rather. and He has never once allowed it to happen.
i think that's wonderful.
however, i sure could use the ... "distraction".
a strange mix. i'm feeling blessed, but imprisoned.
because every once in a while i do something really stupid. try to, rather. and He has never once allowed it to happen.
i think that's wonderful.
however, i sure could use the ... "distraction".
a strange mix. i'm feeling blessed, but imprisoned.
guitargeek:
Yeah, and cryptic, too...
so i've obviously lost my "voice" lately ...
i want to write something thrilling ... fascinating ... inspiring ... or, at the very least, something genuine.
i'm tired of all my recycled "boo-hoo" emotions.
i'll tell you what i want (what i reallyreallywant). i want to have a crush on someone. if there are any among you who have a crush - even an...
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i want to write something thrilling ... fascinating ... inspiring ... or, at the very least, something genuine.
i'm tired of all my recycled "boo-hoo" emotions.
i'll tell you what i want (what i reallyreallywant). i want to have a crush on someone. if there are any among you who have a crush - even an...
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guitargeek:
Some new photos would be good... I hear they're worth 1000 words each.
lorentz:
I wonder if anyone ever adds comments way down here, and if you'd ever see it
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escottie:
Austin Question:
Let's pretend for a moment that I'm a 30-35 year old starving musician (alt-country, urban folk) looking to live in Austin. I enjoy cozy, older neighborhoods, and want to be near nightlife, thrift shops, neighborhood bars, galleries and coffee shops.
Where in Austin do I want to live?
Let's pretend for a moment that I'm a 30-35 year old starving musician (alt-country, urban folk) looking to live in Austin. I enjoy cozy, older neighborhoods, and want to be near nightlife, thrift shops, neighborhood bars, galleries and coffee shops.
Where in Austin do I want to live?
lorentz:
All these other girls are crap, you are the most beautiful woman here. We would like to see more pictures, for art's sake.
little things ...
1) today, if it was within a 12 foot radius, i ran into it. walls, cars, doors, cake. yah. kinda glad i ran into the cake, though.
2) i like my hair better straight. sure, it takes a good 4 hours to do properly and it is killing my hair, but ... it lets me pretend that i was born with lovely...
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1) today, if it was within a 12 foot radius, i ran into it. walls, cars, doors, cake. yah. kinda glad i ran into the cake, though.
2) i like my hair better straight. sure, it takes a good 4 hours to do properly and it is killing my hair, but ... it lets me pretend that i was born with lovely...
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flatblack:
I was going to, and the Holy Rollers are my favorite team too, but I got an off duty job I couldn't pass up. I'll be sitting on FM 620 S from 7:30 pm to 6:30 am doing nothing but blocking traffic with my car for big $. 
Let me know how it goes.
Let me know how it goes.
flatblack:
So, did you guys go to roller derby. Tell me it sucked, was boring and I'm lucky I couldn't go.
back in black ...
crash and burn
(if you like)
at my feet.
i'll simply step over
your spineless wreckage
back out into the sun.
let's see what kind of non-mischief i can get into today
crash and burn
(if you like)
at my feet.
i'll simply step over
your spineless wreckage
back out into the sun.
let's see what kind of non-mischief i can get into today
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guitargeek:
Read a book, that'll keep you out of trouble...
flatblack:
If it's the "player" thing, I couldn't relate. I'm more of a "beggar" than a "player."
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