I'm having bad day. What is it that makes one day ordinary and the next awful?
I am tired and cross and discontent. Today I am thoroughly convinced that I am hideous. I am overweight, ugly, badly dressed, have bad, little kid hair, and am pysically repulsive to others.
My perception of my physical self is totally out of control, and nauseatingly volatile. I want some one to tell me honestly what I look like because I can't deal with this anymore.
Today I saw myself in a window on my way to the train and I was so horrified I went home to bed. That can't be normal.
So now you know why I won't be posting a profile pic anytime soon. I just can't face it (which is a pretty lame pun in itself).
I am tired and cross and discontent. Today I am thoroughly convinced that I am hideous. I am overweight, ugly, badly dressed, have bad, little kid hair, and am pysically repulsive to others.
My perception of my physical self is totally out of control, and nauseatingly volatile. I want some one to tell me honestly what I look like because I can't deal with this anymore.
Today I saw myself in a window on my way to the train and I was so horrified I went home to bed. That can't be normal.
So now you know why I won't be posting a profile pic anytime soon. I just can't face it (which is a pretty lame pun in itself).
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
and of course you can meet my kitties....they are so cute
I hope you feel better soon too...i'm happy to give u any good vibes i have left
that and drinking...although i tend to end up worse then
I think that's part of why i post pics of myself...to make me look at them...accept them..i have a terrible self image...but on here...everyone is just so accepting and complimentary...its good for the soul..
keep that prettly little chin up....we'll all have to do drinks again soon...that was fun