It's fall. Fall makes me reflective. At this time last year, I was pretty sure I was going to be spending a great many months, if not years, unhappy. As I had never really experienced anything different, it was not that shocking to me to feel that way, but it was depressing to say the least. I was stuck in a miserable situation that I desperately wanted out of but had no idea how to do it. I felt I was in a prison of my own making and that it was my lot to deal with it. I was in a constant state of wanting to hide from the world, and that is basically what I did, except for a few people I kept in contact with.
Now, I no longer feel like hiding. Things are incredible. I share my life with someone amazing who understands me and thinks I am pretty great too. A year can make an amazing amount of difference. I have been through a lot and I appreciate all of you who have been there with me. This is going to be my first happy fall in a very long time.
I hope you all will be enjoying it as much as I will. Monday we leave on our vacation. We will have an awesome time. I am sure I will not be updating before then so everyone have a great couple weeks.
♥
Now, I no longer feel like hiding. Things are incredible. I share my life with someone amazing who understands me and thinks I am pretty great too. A year can make an amazing amount of difference. I have been through a lot and I appreciate all of you who have been there with me. This is going to be my first happy fall in a very long time.
I hope you all will be enjoying it as much as I will. Monday we leave on our vacation. We will have an awesome time. I am sure I will not be updating before then so everyone have a great couple weeks.
♥
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kpan:
One of the happy things for me is that I get to see you happy before I leave. It warms my heart.
velvet_petal:
I just rifled through your "loves" folder and stole your Rat Pack picture.