janananicole

Sorry I haven't updated in a minute. My laptop got stolen and I have no access to the internet until the insurance thingy is done and I get another one.

So my life the last 2 months can pretty much been summed up with two words.

Drugs.
Excess.

Let's see, I stopped taking my medicine because I was overmedicated and was sleeping all the time... after I was put in the psych ward a month later for a few days they switched my meds and I'm better now.

I dumped my boyfriend for a new guy..... old one isn't it taking it so well... he calls balling and asks me questions that he's not ready to hear the answer to. I have to keep telling myself that it's not my problem. He was a bitch. New one is amazing. We're exactly the same person. He had me figured out in 10 minutes. You'd think that would be overwhelming, and it was a little bit, but kinda sexy at the same time. This one's attractive.

Put modelling on hold for now, will probably start shooting sets again once I get my new boy comfortable behind the camera. I have some paid shoots lined up already, I just have to set the date. Unfortunately I don't have a job right now so paying for the transportation up front is tight. I figure I'll get some more sets up and then chill on that money for a while.

Completely changed friends again. It happens every few months, I'm just some kind of nomad without that whole not having a home thing. It's refreshing to get in with completely different people. That way there's less drama, more of the fun getting to know you part, and interesting stories.

You know I miss being in front of the camera. I'll definitely let y'all get a sneak peak the next time I have them!

Kisses!