I love the feeling of being inspired... that moment when you are filled with intent - to create. It's like being in love, having a crush, or just knowing things are right. The lowest points of my life are punctuated an absence of inspiration. The highest points prolific rattle.
For me, when inspired, the sensation must be cast into some kind of outward expression, else it be lost. If I become inspired, I feel I must DO and this inspiration itself is a compelling emotional aphrodisiac.
I am a two bit junky in this sense. And I curse you sleep tightkeep heart.
Later On...
I almost forgot..... this morning I woke (if you could call it that), to the dreamlike sound of someone screaming for my help.... It was alarming... I was calm, but very disturbed. They sounded so frightened... I wonder.... I've never had a 'dream' like this before... I wish I could have done something to help this apparition....
Im a little worried about this.
For me, when inspired, the sensation must be cast into some kind of outward expression, else it be lost. If I become inspired, I feel I must DO and this inspiration itself is a compelling emotional aphrodisiac.
I am a two bit junky in this sense. And I curse you sleep tightkeep heart.
Later On...
I almost forgot..... this morning I woke (if you could call it that), to the dreamlike sound of someone screaming for my help.... It was alarming... I was calm, but very disturbed. They sounded so frightened... I wonder.... I've never had a 'dream' like this before... I wish I could have done something to help this apparition....
Im a little worried about this.
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Right now I'm having this prob;em where my time is regimented and I need to create on demand. I just want to be able to act on inspiration and drop everything when I feel the muse. Right now I just have a few hours here and there and I just have to force creation then. That just sets you up for failure and frustration when you are unable to summon creation in the alloted time. I need to quit my day job. Bah!
This is totally ironic bacuse your average downhill/freeride mountainbiker has no conservation tendancies whatsoever, but it did give me a sense of understanding as to why some people throw themselves off cliffs. =)