jamwise

As you may have noticed, I don't pay much attention to this place anymore. SG has become crappy and dull for a number of reasons in my opinion and I don't intend to return once my subscription expires, whenever that may be.

Right, so...

As many of you know I am desperately trying to move to Brisbane. I've just absolutely had enough with the depressive rut I seem to be perpetually in here in Melbourne. I'm bored of this town and everything and almost everyone in it. I love the fuck out of my Brisbane friends and I feel like I really fit in that scene better than I do in the one I'm in here. A girl who lives up there is a factor also, but as most of you know I've been wanting to move up there for myself anyway long before she came along.

I seem to be utterly incapable of landing a job there though. Or even here in Melbourne for that matter.

There's a growing desire in me to just throw a bunch of my shit in the car, start driving north and work it all out when I get there. Two of my better Melbourne friends strongly believe I should do it also. The only things preventing me from doing so right now are that I don't want to dump myself upon anyone for the time being until I find a place of my own to live, and also that try as I may I'm just not a terribly optimistic person. I can see it all ending badly and me becoming a tremendous drain on those nearest and dearest to me and I couldn't stand it if that happened.

Advice anyone? Or do any of you Brisbaners know of anywhere that's hiring?

I'm desperate and I'm sick of being unhappy here.