why can't my life just let me be happy?
My dog is dying; now it's just a matter of her passing being chemically induced, or natural and terrifying
I hate the idea of putting her to sleep, but it's the only way for her to go without anymore pain
I just don't know what to think; I just am trying to keep myself composed enough to function. I don't know how i can possibly tell anyone how i feel in words that even ammount to my grief.
-have you ever seen a dog's tears? how about carried them inside before she collapsed on cement, only to have her begin to howl and writhe in a painful siezure, look into her eyes while they gloss over with lifelessness, and not be able to do anything about it?
that's how i feel
fuck, i don't know why i'm putting any of this in here! I just don't know what to think right now
My dog is dying; now it's just a matter of her passing being chemically induced, or natural and terrifying
I hate the idea of putting her to sleep, but it's the only way for her to go without anymore pain
I just don't know what to think; I just am trying to keep myself composed enough to function. I don't know how i can possibly tell anyone how i feel in words that even ammount to my grief.
-have you ever seen a dog's tears? how about carried them inside before she collapsed on cement, only to have her begin to howl and writhe in a painful siezure, look into her eyes while they gloss over with lifelessness, and not be able to do anything about it?
that's how i feel
fuck, i don't know why i'm putting any of this in here! I just don't know what to think right now
I'm so sorry... and there is really nothing I can say that will make it better for you. And there is nothing you have to say to others - if they have any heart at all, they'll know...
Be kind to yourself, ok? I'll be thinking about you