SHE STILL HAUNTS ME
Yes peeps my old annie is beern in my dreams lately and as much as i try to move on with my newbies she seems to come around in my dreams once in awhile, i learn to deal with it. Alot of the dream is the same, she is walking into the sunset and looks back one more time, like something you might see out of a movie and then they are gone, never forgotten but it's done. my new cat Buffy has been feeling in the void annie left behind here, she is a smaller version of her and gets into everything but i love it. Still in other dreams i see her looking at me in the distance, almost as if she does not wish to come to me and will not respond to her name which she did so well for many years, with Buffy here and now annie might be jealous of my new pet and she always was a jealous one if anoyther cat was near me remember at one time i had 3 cats. And at one time they all were wanting attention. But something still seems wrong, something broken, my world as i call my land was broken and i could not figure why it would be then it hit me that a\maybe Buffy needed someone else to play with like another cat, have not had 2 cats at the same time since Samantha passedf away at 17 in april 2003 but thought it was time to have more thasn one again and even though i knew having 2 ment more foot and litter and more broken things but hey i want it again, keep me on my toes with them. i search but could not find any that made me say "your it". I dreamed on again one night and as i walked my broken land i noticed the sun rising in the distance, the sun was setting when Annie went towards it in another dream. This time a awesome looking sunrise was showing and though we are not supposed to look directly into the sun in this dream you could and you could start to see something walking toward me , i was a little nervous not sure what it might be as i noticed it was something on 4 legs and it slowly move closer and closer till i could finally make out what it was and yes you guessed it right it was a cat, a solid black cat, a male cat which i have not had a male cat since 1993 and i was fostering actually. He was very freindly and lovable and took him in and fed him and made him feel at home and boom i woke up and knew what i needed to do and i went and found a solid vlack cat, his name was Salem and he was a monster but so sweet so i took himt hough i did not care for the name he was answering to it so i decided to keep the name though i knew someone years ago who had a black cat named Salem but o well it happens. Now the land is back to what i call normal, the two cats get along well and run everywhere and drives me crazy but i love it. and still sometimes i feel a presence here with me and i feel it is Annie watching and happy that i am happy again, least i hope that is the case.
This is Salem just gettingt up from his nap
Buffy in her new little bed and play things
Well peeps have to got work, talk at ya soon and thanks for reading, long one today i know, take care
Yes peeps my old annie is beern in my dreams lately and as much as i try to move on with my newbies she seems to come around in my dreams once in awhile, i learn to deal with it. Alot of the dream is the same, she is walking into the sunset and looks back one more time, like something you might see out of a movie and then they are gone, never forgotten but it's done. my new cat Buffy has been feeling in the void annie left behind here, she is a smaller version of her and gets into everything but i love it. Still in other dreams i see her looking at me in the distance, almost as if she does not wish to come to me and will not respond to her name which she did so well for many years, with Buffy here and now annie might be jealous of my new pet and she always was a jealous one if anoyther cat was near me remember at one time i had 3 cats. And at one time they all were wanting attention. But something still seems wrong, something broken, my world as i call my land was broken and i could not figure why it would be then it hit me that a\maybe Buffy needed someone else to play with like another cat, have not had 2 cats at the same time since Samantha passedf away at 17 in april 2003 but thought it was time to have more thasn one again and even though i knew having 2 ment more foot and litter and more broken things but hey i want it again, keep me on my toes with them. i search but could not find any that made me say "your it". I dreamed on again one night and as i walked my broken land i noticed the sun rising in the distance, the sun was setting when Annie went towards it in another dream. This time a awesome looking sunrise was showing and though we are not supposed to look directly into the sun in this dream you could and you could start to see something walking toward me , i was a little nervous not sure what it might be as i noticed it was something on 4 legs and it slowly move closer and closer till i could finally make out what it was and yes you guessed it right it was a cat, a solid black cat, a male cat which i have not had a male cat since 1993 and i was fostering actually. He was very freindly and lovable and took him in and fed him and made him feel at home and boom i woke up and knew what i needed to do and i went and found a solid vlack cat, his name was Salem and he was a monster but so sweet so i took himt hough i did not care for the name he was answering to it so i decided to keep the name though i knew someone years ago who had a black cat named Salem but o well it happens. Now the land is back to what i call normal, the two cats get along well and run everywhere and drives me crazy but i love it. and still sometimes i feel a presence here with me and i feel it is Annie watching and happy that i am happy again, least i hope that is the case.
This is Salem just gettingt up from his nap
Buffy in her new little bed and play things
Well peeps have to got work, talk at ya soon and thanks for reading, long one today i know, take care
dezzie:
He's a cute little kitty. 