I have spent too many years cowed by depression and alcohol. My near constant need for love and bending over for uncaring people has been an Albatross around my neck for as long as I can remember. I have just rediscovered something long forgotten. Rage!. I am angry again. Filled with hatred for people and the world and pushing that out rather than in. No longer will I suffer false friends or try to be diplomatic when something pisses me off. Frankly everyone can fuck the fuck right off and I don't fucking care. Bliss!