I just woke up on my friends couch home alone. There's a raging storm happening outside. I made myself some coffee and now I'm just relaxing and happy to be warm, dry, and safe. My good friend broke his neck two days ago and cracked his head open. He took a big fall and my heart goes out to him. I actually just left this man and broke his heart and now he broke his head. Time to reevaluate life i would say! Bless up Geoff, hope you recover and keep ur chin up.
Other than that works been wicked slow and I had Sunday off so Mel and I waked and baked. In Stx you load your truck full of garbage and drive it to dumpsters where dudes unload it for u and you give them quarters. It's an interesting process and I wanted to take pictures but at the time I found that rude. But anyways we decided that if we take out the trash then we could go out for brunch so we went to the best brunch spot on island and We had a few cocktails and omelets. I had a avocado, feta, tomato, and onion omelet. Yum so good! Then we started drinking heavily like good little crucians do on Sundays and we played bags in teams with hot boys. I was progressively hitting on my opponent more and more as the afternoon went on and kept trying to check myself. I'm such a flirt sometimes.... And I really don't want to sleep with a bunch of dudes here. At all, trying my best to build friendships instead. Anyways we all went back to me and Mel's place and swam in the pool and then went out for dinner and got sushi. He asked if he could come over and watch a movie and I said yes but I really meant no and I went home with Mel. I was all sunburnt and drunk, good Sunday Funday!
Are you guys friends with me on Facebook? Jamberee Sg... If u want to find me. Last winter I met this dude who wanted to shoot a set for me and we hung out to plan it and he ended up being the most egotistical, vane, most miserable person I've ever been around. Like omg I'm never talking to u again cuz I've never loathed someone this much. Well right away he made me sign a contract with him that seemed very sketch and once I realized I couldn't trust him at all, that all he wanted to do was tell me how my ideas wouldnt work, and that he wanted to have countless meetings before we shot I just stopped talking to him. Well he flipped out on me AGAIN on Facebook. Read what he wrote on my last post. What a douche canoe! I'm not mean or confrontational so I never know what to say that will get across to that narrow minded prick.
Lots of you say I should work with a better photographer but I don't think u guys realize what my life is like. In the summer I live 24/7 on a dude ranch and in the winter I live on a little island. I don't want to spend a grand on an Sg set that probably won't even turn me pink. I live the aspect of finding a friend with a camera who wants to shoot a set with me and it's fun and there's no pressure. Of course I'd love to shoot with someone like Alissa or Celeste what's her face from Philly but I'm not really wanting to be pink so bad that I will make those kind of sacrifices. I'd rather hike out to the tide pools at dawn with my friend David and smoke a blunt then shoot my next set and I'm sure my friends will like it and so will I and that's all that really matters. I tried to shoot with writeboy when I was home but he said no. What's a hopeful gonna do??
Anyways I'm not trying to bitch I'm just expressing my thoughts on a beautiful rainy Tuesday morning and it's all good.
Thanks again for paying some attention to my new set. You guys helped me through some internal drama and I needed to be loved on so thank you.
Other than that works been wicked slow and I had Sunday off so Mel and I waked and baked. In Stx you load your truck full of garbage and drive it to dumpsters where dudes unload it for u and you give them quarters. It's an interesting process and I wanted to take pictures but at the time I found that rude. But anyways we decided that if we take out the trash then we could go out for brunch so we went to the best brunch spot on island and We had a few cocktails and omelets. I had a avocado, feta, tomato, and onion omelet. Yum so good! Then we started drinking heavily like good little crucians do on Sundays and we played bags in teams with hot boys. I was progressively hitting on my opponent more and more as the afternoon went on and kept trying to check myself. I'm such a flirt sometimes.... And I really don't want to sleep with a bunch of dudes here. At all, trying my best to build friendships instead. Anyways we all went back to me and Mel's place and swam in the pool and then went out for dinner and got sushi. He asked if he could come over and watch a movie and I said yes but I really meant no and I went home with Mel. I was all sunburnt and drunk, good Sunday Funday!
Are you guys friends with me on Facebook? Jamberee Sg... If u want to find me. Last winter I met this dude who wanted to shoot a set for me and we hung out to plan it and he ended up being the most egotistical, vane, most miserable person I've ever been around. Like omg I'm never talking to u again cuz I've never loathed someone this much. Well right away he made me sign a contract with him that seemed very sketch and once I realized I couldn't trust him at all, that all he wanted to do was tell me how my ideas wouldnt work, and that he wanted to have countless meetings before we shot I just stopped talking to him. Well he flipped out on me AGAIN on Facebook. Read what he wrote on my last post. What a douche canoe! I'm not mean or confrontational so I never know what to say that will get across to that narrow minded prick.
Lots of you say I should work with a better photographer but I don't think u guys realize what my life is like. In the summer I live 24/7 on a dude ranch and in the winter I live on a little island. I don't want to spend a grand on an Sg set that probably won't even turn me pink. I live the aspect of finding a friend with a camera who wants to shoot a set with me and it's fun and there's no pressure. Of course I'd love to shoot with someone like Alissa or Celeste what's her face from Philly but I'm not really wanting to be pink so bad that I will make those kind of sacrifices. I'd rather hike out to the tide pools at dawn with my friend David and smoke a blunt then shoot my next set and I'm sure my friends will like it and so will I and that's all that really matters. I tried to shoot with writeboy when I was home but he said no. What's a hopeful gonna do??
Anyways I'm not trying to bitch I'm just expressing my thoughts on a beautiful rainy Tuesday morning and it's all good.
Thanks again for paying some attention to my new set. You guys helped me through some internal drama and I needed to be loved on so thank you.
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And I also think your sets have a very cool, natural quality.
Best wishes for your friend, too.
Sounds like you had fun on sunday and those pics woulda been good...but I can understand it might have been rude to take pics though...I feel that sometimes when I take photos and people are around or in shot...I prefer friendships too and that sounds awful about that person that you met from FB...sometimes you can come across people like that...will add you on there next time I'm on and best to delete and block that guy if he's getting to you and you want nothing more to do with him...
I can understand about not getting a better photographer as they can be costly and it might not work out...hope you find a friend and so it's fun and not pressured and as long as you and your friends like it,that's the main thing and anything else is just a bonus...I get what you mean about not wanting to make such big sacrifices for it...hope the sun shines there soon and you can get a set done on your terms that will turn you pink....the new set was cool and you are loved on here xxx