jamadge

currently watching my man wrestle with opening a window.... He won. Must be a guy thing.
Today I listed a bag on ebay... we'll see how it does. I won't be sad if it doesn't sell. 9 people have looked at it so far. The coolest thing about not having expectations is you never get let down. I learned long ago to stop expecting things from people places and things.... I have been brought to tears over being let down too many times. I remember one time I was scheduled to get a tattoo by a former co-worker who had not shown up for me on numerous occasions... He called me at 2pm , I was in the dressing room at Victoria's Secret, and was like " what did you not think I was gonna show up?"... to which I responded...My appointment was over 2 hours ago... I waited a bit then decided I would rather spend my day off shopping, not waiting around to be blown off.... Anyways... I am getting better at these little lessons life has to offer.

My mother believes we are doomed to repeat our lives over and over again till we get it right... correct all our mistakes in past lives and finally reach spiritual enlightenment... She also believes babies are born with all the knowlegde they need... but as soon as they are exposed to "modern" times and learn to speak.... Bang there went everything.

I don't know what I believe in... Except that I have been dizzy since 8:30 and driving home from work was not too fun. I can't breathe when the weather is "heavy" like this... Sewing relaxes me but tonight I can not even focus. too much crap on my mind and the vertigo isn't helping.