jaliemarie

"Ouch" he said he would never hurt me,that he would never bail on me. But that exactly what he did lastnight. He said he was a bad person and in the end he would hurt me anyways.....I wish he would try with me......when I was with him the other day just laying there with him in his arms having his rub my tummy.....I was just sooo happy....why all of a sudden did he just change his mind...what did I do? Why did he break promises he made to me. I hate this hes my bestfriend and I want to be a part of his life and him be a part of mine ,but he's pushing me away!!! I want things to change I want him to be happy with me! But if that's not what he wants I'm just gonna have to be here lonely and sad......I MISS YOU......