jaimy

i am so totally frustrated. i was suckered into getting cable television (which i've never paid for before) in order to have high speed internet connect instead of getting dsl and a phone line. so now i have a high cell phone bill and still the tv doesn't work. this isn't worth it.

plus, i was panicking the other night wondering if i were to call 911 from my cell phone, would the police be able to trace me?

what's broken? is it the cable or the fact that i accidentally hit the tv with my car? i don't know. i do know that i'm pissed because i desperately wanted to see several of the democratic national convention speeches. namely kerry and edwards.

for some other reason i can't download the speeches either visually or audiolly from my computer! i wanted to see/hear the clintons and al sharpton. i did watch mrs. heinz kerry and the wonderful, fabulous, dreamboat barack obama.

i guess i'm freaking because my man just called to say that kerry or edwards is promoting war in iraq, iran and syria. he's been known to overstate, and that wouldn't necessarily be a surprise, but that can't really be true!

so, i guess it's not my day technologically and i'm meant to just chill out with my borrowed book from my new zealand friend called, 'why we love'. i think it has some intergrity. he's a doctor and an engineer, as well as a hippy pragmatist. i can just watch those speeches on someone else's tevo another day.

i went dancing last night. i was kind of bullied and pressured to go. it made me lonely.