jaiman

god being sick sucks, well that and unexpected things....yea, its been that kind of week for me...my cousin died due to alcohol poisoning, which made me think of my own drinking for the fact that i'm still under 21 until the end of next year....but at the same time i remember that i control my drinking and know when i can or shouldn't or can't drink, know when i should and/or have to stop..but along with this, i also havn't drink anything since thursday which isn't normal for me...mind you i've been sick of a since saturday also...so yea...who knows whats all going on with that...i just feel there should be something i should learn from all this..alot of people in my family have died from or their deaths were pushed by their drinking so i think i'm going to take something from this, but i know myself i won't stop drinking that for sure, another chance for me to cheat death i suppose, i've tried it enough and so far been successful