I just decided to take off the dating thing. Fuck it. Not like anyone is interested, and anyone who is I can't fucking talk to them like a normal person anyways...
Yeah...
It's been much better since my last entry.
And then today hit.
I'm not sure if it was the torrential rain or what, but I have been dwelling on and thinking about shit. Which is not good. Cuz when I get depressed, if I move on and forget about shit, it goes away. But when I dwell on it, said depression turns to anger....
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It's been much better since my last entry.
And then today hit.
I'm not sure if it was the torrential rain or what, but I have been dwelling on and thinking about shit. Which is not good. Cuz when I get depressed, if I move on and forget about shit, it goes away. But when I dwell on it, said depression turns to anger....
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Hey.
I have had better weeks.
I've been horribly depressed all week, and all that.
I have this wierd thing that no matter how depressed I get, I have to shove it all aside and pretend like I am content, and it kills me, then comes out in short, erratic, and, unfortunately, self-destructive bursts. Despite all that, I managed to come through, and decided to...
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I have had better weeks.
I've been horribly depressed all week, and all that.
I have this wierd thing that no matter how depressed I get, I have to shove it all aside and pretend like I am content, and it kills me, then comes out in short, erratic, and, unfortunately, self-destructive bursts. Despite all that, I managed to come through, and decided to...
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Yesterday I shaved my legs.
No small task.
First time, as well.
now I have razor burn on the back of both knees.
First time to have razor burn.
So now I am chilling between classes eating some szechuan chicken, or however it's spelled. Spicy food rocks.
No small task.
First time, as well.
now I have razor burn on the back of both knees.
First time to have razor burn.
So now I am chilling between classes eating some szechuan chicken, or however it's spelled. Spicy food rocks.
Yeah...
today was interesting,
I decided to shave "my junk."
but forgot to trim first.
itchy danger area all day long.
didn't even manage most of it...
ah, well, I will try later...today...
(I just realised I am typing this at 12:41 am)
today was interesting,
I decided to shave "my junk."
but forgot to trim first.
itchy danger area all day long.
didn't even manage most of it...
ah, well, I will try later...today...
(I just realised I am typing this at 12:41 am)
today didn't go so well...
don't wanna get into it...
you ever have one of those days where you wake up and say "Oh fuck..."
although I can pack a cig now.
This day calls for a lot of alcohol.
Unfortunately, I have none.
don't wanna get into it...
you ever have one of those days where you wake up and say "Oh fuck..."
although I can pack a cig now.
This day calls for a lot of alcohol.
Unfortunately, I have none.
Wanna post something.
Really do.
Just feel really shitty, too shitty to put something up.
So I post this as a testament to my...fuck, I don't know how to describe this...
yeah.
I feel like crap putting random bad shit out there.
Like a loser who doesn't realize his life isn't all that bad.
I know that there are a lot of people who have...
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Really do.
Just feel really shitty, too shitty to put something up.
So I post this as a testament to my...fuck, I don't know how to describe this...
yeah.
I feel like crap putting random bad shit out there.
Like a loser who doesn't realize his life isn't all that bad.
I know that there are a lot of people who have...
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Today...well...I've had better ones.
Some stuff went pretty shitty and I wasn't able to hang with my friends again like we planned.
I just got a bunch of shit thrown at me and compared to one of the 2 things that I flip at being compared to, so I told someone who was really close to me to fuck off, rot in hell, etc., etc......
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Some stuff went pretty shitty and I wasn't able to hang with my friends again like we planned.
I just got a bunch of shit thrown at me and compared to one of the 2 things that I flip at being compared to, so I told someone who was really close to me to fuck off, rot in hell, etc., etc......
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Wow...
I have been out there my friends...
I chilled with my gang, which wasn't done in a while, and was cool. Except John brought his gf, who is my first ex, along, and I really feel uncomfortable around her, as the breakup was rather new to me and all, and we just couldn't be in the same room together anymore...
I have been out there my friends...
I chilled with my gang, which wasn't done in a while, and was cool. Except John brought his gf, who is my first ex, along, and I really feel uncomfortable around her, as the breakup was rather new to me and all, and we just couldn't be in the same room together anymore...
YOU!
Listen to Godspeed You Black Emperor!
That's a band/musical group/uuuuuuuuuh...thingy...
Listen to Godspeed You Black Emperor!
That's a band/musical group/uuuuuuuuuh...thingy...